Sunday, August 26, 2007

happy?? sad??

23/08/2007 thursday

- dance class....
- i'm the only one.... so very tired coz dancing non-stop
- try to do headstand and move to elbow freeze but failed
- do headstand more than 50 times... half an hour
- feel so disappointed coz still cannot do elbow freeze from headstand
- collect donation for famine 30 hours.. anyone going???

24/08/2007 friday

- normally i cried when i listen to a song because the MV or the lyrics... and i realized that... but this time... i cried without any reason... my mind was blanked.. this song is touched.. i din realized there were tears in my eyes... after the song ended only i know i was crying.... in comp lab... alone.. haha... hope u all will enjoy this song..

http://youtube.com/watch?v=sDubjcjDm4U

25/08/2007 saturday

- meet ying in ktm and went to low yat.. actually is to watch that astro breakdance competition... but started around 2 so we walked around and chat alot!!! then watch the breakdance competition under the sun!! just for that 3 teams... haih~~




- then we walked to sungei wang.. metrojaya.. walked around till 6 something..
- my bro took me and my mum to putrajaya for the fireworks competition!!! took 1 and half hours to find car park and took more than 2 hours to reach home... just for that 20 mins... anyway it's nice...picture will come later

ying... thank you for accompany me to low yat.. thank you for watching that breakdance competition with me... thank you for staying under sun with me... thank you for ur pink umbrella or else i'll faint... thank you!!! next time no mater where u wan to go i'll be there!!! muakz!!

why do u have to tell everyone that i can't!! now u makes everyone thinks that i'm uselesss!!! i can't even be independent for one week!! i'm that useless!! even i think that i'm useless!! i told u i can!! but u dun trust me and u tell everyone that i CAN'T!!! normally i got no prob in driving when 'm alone!! but with u!! u keep mumbling screaming and talking!! bow can i concentrade@!! even if i know i can.. but bcoz of u i can't do it!! bcoz of u i dun trust myself~! ANYMORE!! becoz of u no one trust me!! everyone thinks that i'm useless!!!!!!!! u keep telling everyone that u wan to go to china with ur frens but u worry bout me so now everyone thinks that bcoz of me u can't even go on holiday for one week!!! I TOLD U TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! DUN WORRY BOUT ME~! I'M 19 NOT 9~!!!!~! I CAN HANDLE BY MYSELF!!! I CAN DRIVE!! BUT WHY U HAVE TO MAKE EVERYONE INCLUDING MYSELF GOT NO CONFIDENCE ON ME~!!! WHY?? I WON'T DIE ALONE HERE!! JUST ONE WEEK!!! WORST COME TO WORST I WALK TO SCHOOL1!! PLS GOOOOOO!! U KEEP TELLING EVERYPNE THAT I'M BAD IN DRIVING BLA BLA BLA AND NOW EVERYONE IS SCOLDING ME!! LIM CHIA-WEN WHY U SO USELESS!! UR MUM CAN'T GO ON HOLIDAY!! GOT LICENCE ALSO CANNOT DRIVE... 19 YEARS OLD STILL CANNOT DRIVE TO SCHOOL!! GOT THAT LICENCE FOR WHAT??? IS THIS WHAT U WANT??? TELLING EVERYONE THAT UR DAUGHTER IS USELESS?? ONLY YOUR SON IS THE BEST?????? I'M SO HAPPY WHEN I KNOW THAT I CAN SEE FIREWORKS!! WHY U HV TO SPOIL MY DAY BY MAKING ME FEEL SO USELESS!!! WHY??? WHY EVERYONE BLAME ME WHILE IT'S ACTUALLY NOT THE TRUTH!!! THEY ALL JUST HEARD SOMETHING FROM U AND BLAME ME!! WHY EVERYONE DUN TRY TO ASK ME WHAT IS HAPPENING!! WHY??? WHENEVER U SAID SOMETHING EVERYONE TRUST U AND THINK THAT I'M USELESS!! NOT GOOD IN STUDY.... ONLY KNOW HOW TO WORK AS A CLOWN NOT A GOOD JOB... NOT GOOD IN ENGLISH ONLY KNOW HOW TO WATCH ENTERTAINMENT SHOW... I DUN LIKE TO WATCH NATIONAL GEOGRAPHY SO WHAT?? I DUN LIKE ENGLISH SONGS SO WHAT?? THEY ARE ALL MUSIC?? I'M STUPID SO WHAT?? I'M NOT GOOD IN ENGLISH SO WHAT??? NOT TALENTED IN ANYTHING SO WHAT?? CANNOT DRIVE?? SO WHAT~!!!!~~~~!!~!~! WHO IS THE ONE THAT DUN ALLOW ME TO DRIVE~!!!~ WHY BLAME ME!!!!!! AM I THAT USELESS??

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

relaxing~~~


  • hooray!!! congratulations!!! and celebrations!! assignments is all gone!!! i dun giv a damn on the second assignments till i had my nice weekends!!! next week have to start my revision so have to enjoy this weekend!!! yeah yeah yea!!!! hahahaahha
  • i'm going to sungei wang or times square or low yat with su ying..going to shop... going to watch the breakdance competition...hahahhahaha
  • genting genting genting i'm coming!! merdeka!!! yeah fireworks!!! hahahah
  • exam coming!!! noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

college life

- i broke my record! i haven't sleep for 32 hours yesterday!! i'm so proud of myself!! from Sunday, 19 August, 6pm, i stay awake till Monday 20 August 1.30am!! got take some nap in between... around 5 mins in the car... i'm so proud of myself!! after all these shit finish.. i'll sleept for 48 hours!!!! one little two little assignments gone!!! now left only one research to do which is due on tomorrow... i've finished my role play, newsletter, literature review, analyze newspapers for IMC, and concept for my advertisement. but unfortunately, we got our coming assignments question... one print ad for IDTP.... one ad about myself and one for lecturer for Advertising, one group presentation and paper for IMC, and group assignment for CRM>.... so "cool" this is college life right? shit~

- i stayed in the library for 9 hours today!!! library!! my fav place!! woohoo~~

- i love pasar malam!! i bought a bag, ive bought a pair of sport shoes, i bought uncle bob fried chicken!!! i bought lots of foods which can brings me to heaven1!! so cool!!!!! yes yes yes yes yes!!! pasar malam1!!! i think the first place that i wan to go when i got bf is pasar malam!! won't spend much and can eat alot!!! ahahhhaahahahhahahaha


why you can't work together with us? you're only good in talking but not doing!! i know u're smart but why can't u be more responsible!! i'm a lazy person but u're worst than me!!! u shud appreciate what god give u!! u're so smart and if u work hard i'm sure u will be a straight As student~!!! why?? i hate person that dun appreciate their "smartness" shit shit shit

Sunday, August 19, 2007

for fun

- malaysian badmintons player Koo Kian Keat and Tan Boon Hong lost to Japan... haih~~

- RUSH HOUR 3!! DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE!! I LOVE CHRIS TUCKER!!!

- i need to diet!! DIET!! DIET!!!

- i wan to eat sushi.. and i miss genting!!!

- that's all... bye - assignment-

i told myself not to do last min work but why i do this mistake again and again!! i told myself to study hard but i can't concentrade in the class?? i told myself to get 2 As in this sem but i dun even know whether i can pass!! why i can't be better person?? why i can't improve?? why i didn't learn from the previous sem?? why am i so useless??? why?

Thursday, August 16, 2007

aih~~~

14/08/2007

after IMC class, me...ham and audrey was waiting for the lift at level10... one of the lift's door was closed halfway... obviously it's out of service...we tried to open it and ham went in... he tried to close but still can't close till the end... he tried a few times and he came out.. then he push me in and he tried to close he door by pushing the door... and THE DOOR CLOSED!!! i stoned for 5 sec and the lift moved!! but someone press all the floor's button so it stop at each floor... ham and audrey were panic and they knock on the lift door... tey used another lift to go down to level1... but they can' see me so they called me... ham was so cute that he asked me" christy where are u?? still in the lift?? is it moving?? are u ok??" i tried not to laugh in the lift but he's so cute.. but the door open at level 1... i saw ham and audrey and ham gave me a huge hug!! he was so scare that i will stuck in the lift!! hahahahaha the first thing taht came to my mind when the lift moved was this lift is out of service! if the lights go off i'll die!! phobia of darkness... then i feel so creepy when the door open at each level and there were no one there.. hahahhaha.....


16/08/2007

i got assignment due on friday(tmr)... mon..tues...and wed... so i won't blog for this few days! stress!!!!!!!! STRESS!!! I CAN JUST CRY FOR NO REASON!! WHY ASIGNMENTS COMES TOGETHER!! WHY WHY WHY!!! I FINISHED MY NEWSLETTER BUT I HAVE TO REDO IT AGAIN!!!! WHY WHY??? ADVERTISEMENT....RESEARCH..LITERATURE REVIEW ALL HAVEN'T START YET@! DYING!!! PRAY FOR ME!!! I DUN LIKE EVERYTHING THAT I DO!~ I DUN LIKE EVERYTHING THAT I DESIGN!! I DUN LIKE RESEARCH! I WAN TO DANCE DANCE DANCE!!! dion teach us today.... he asked us to battle..and he said i've improved!!! yes!! that's all!!! bye bye take are my friends!!

all my sisters... secondary schoolmates... genting... sushi...bed!! i miss u!!!!!!!

Saturday, August 11, 2007

pictures!

su ying!!!
happy birthday!!!
cake's supplier kim hong
ying and kim hong
reading my msg!! haha



ROLE PLAY



Mr.indi and ham!!

tourist from india and japan! haha

audrey and joey

me....vaaanan...stephy

me...ham...joey...stephy...danial



audrey(PR) cheryl(journalist) me me me!! although this pic is blur but i stil like it!

me and stephy..(do i look like a japanese girl? i dun think so!!) haha

allthese pics are so sweet and nice right? here ome the scary one!!


pet!!!! remember this pic? u took urself and i found it in my memory card! ahhaha

Thursday, August 9, 2007

role play!!!! hurray!!

yesterday we finally did our role play and i think it's really successful... at least ppl enjoy it!! my role is to be a japanese girl that saw a beautiful ad in Japan and visit malaysia... but in the air port... i'm lost and this taxi women(cheryl) came to me...

Cheryl - taxi taxi?? * took my bag away and ask me to follow her*
me - *blur and just follow her to her cab*
cheryl - where u wan to go??
me - maaarriaatto hoteldo..
cheryl - huh?? where??
me - maaarriaatto hoteldo..
cheryl - * call other taxi driver and ask where is maria hotel? *
me - show her the map
cheryl - oh~~~ marriot(dunno how to spell)
me - how muchii??
cheryl - 60
me - mareshia?
cheryl - no!! USD!!
me - NO NO * run down from the car and tried to get my bag from the boot*
cheryl - * run faster and block me* 50!! 50
me - NO NO!!! expensivfu!!!
cheryl - okla okla 45!! no money no bag!!
me - NO! nani ga itte desuka?? uso naide kudasai@@!!! then kep scolding in japanese!!
cheryl - *giv up and throw my bag on the floor*

the next scene was in the tourism center! i went to complain bout this case and cheryl(as a journalist now) was there talking bout our beautiful malaysia!! so i have to grab her and tell her how i get cheated!! just simply scold everything that i know in japanese!! the same line nani ga itte desuka! anata wa donata desuka? takusi ne expinsivfu!! teppanyaki! teriyaki! everything but i dun think the audience heard me!! haha then the PR(joey and audrey) came to calm me down and i'll just sit behind!!

i tot i will be the worst in the group but at least ppl still say that i did a great job!!! hahahahah i trust u guys k? and ppl tot that i can really speak japanese!! feel so proud of myself!! (agree with that k?) the only thing that i regret was o one recorded it!! i tot ham asked someone to record and he tot i'll ask others to record... so both of us didn't ask anyone to help us to record! shit~~~ wasted!! anyway!!! we all got good response from the audience! especially HAM!!! he is the best actor that i every seen!! cool!!! i think that's all coz i just wan to write this down so that i can read again next time!!! haha

HAM!! CHERYL!! STEPH!! JOEY!! AUDREY!! JOJO!! U ALL DID A GREAT JOB!!!

Saturday, August 4, 2007

i'm back

- went to meet mandy and ryan
- went to Red Box (nice)
- went back to studio to take my wallet... coz i left there yesterday when i pay for the fee...then stay there to take some pic for research...
- after that, walk to a vegetarian rest..
- realize that i lost my wallet... then only i remember that i put it on the table... so run back to studio to collect my wallet... luckily maxx didn't realize that.. hahahhahahah
- had a long chat with mandy.. tot that i won't cry bt still i can't hold my tears and cried in the toilet with her... hahahhaha
- did my survey ques already!! yes!!
- then continue talking bout our life in coll... mandy wants to meet vaanan.. haha
- went to genting with mum after that to fetch father...
- had a good chat with my mum too... we get closer and closer
- just reached home.... mummy and daddy now went out to mamak to "yam cha" so lovely!!
- mandy i know that i'm not alone!! love ur song!! thank you!!! muakz!!

as u all can see... actually i got a very good life so i dun think i shud be upset any small little tiny stuff... some ppl said that it's consider lucky to have 1 best friend in ur life but i got 7~~!!!!! thank god!! i appreciate it!! mandy!! i felt so much better after i chat with u and cried... thank you very much... i love u too... su ying.. bee...siong wai... vernon....jin wai .. and ah boy!! u all shud know that i love u all too!!! i'll be there no matter what happen if u all need me!! i really appreciate u all!! and of course all my college mates!! i love u all too!! and the person that dun like me!! i shud thank you...bcoz of u.. i realize that how lucky i am and there are so many ppl there to care and love me... bcoz of u@! i get closer with my friends and family!! thank you!! i shud be happy always!! i smile and laugh alot today although there are tears too... CHRISTY LIM CHIA-WEN IS BACK!!!

Friday, August 3, 2007

100

finally i've posted 100 posts... wah!! i didn't expect that i'll type this much.. so i actually start to write more in my life.. and i'm starting to get use to it.. even though my grammar and contents are not that good bt anyway... at least i tried to write right?

last 2 days i was emo bout something which i'm lazy to talk about it now... or else i'll get emo again.. it's hard for me to smile and laugh but since i promise to myself that i'll smile and laugh everyday so i'll do it... and i did it!! i had a good day today! i laugh alot... for nothing?? whatever~

that's one reason which makes me happy... yesterday i found our this video which is a Little baby laughing... so adorable!!! i'll laugh with him when i watch this video.. enjoy it....
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5P6UU6m3cqk

as i mentioned in my previous post... we shud appreciate our life so i will try my best to be happy.. :)

went for dance class today... improved abit in my top rock but dunno what happen to my six steps... haih~~ anyway there's a new student in our class.. the first word that came to my mind when i saw him was " cute" hahaha... his face and skin condition was so good and smooth.... like "tau fu" and he dun look like Malaysian... he's so fair.. haha.. his finger even nicer than mine... T_T i didn't talk to him till i partner with him when we do strectching... he's a Japanese... wah!! that's why he got those "cute face" when he dun smile... aahaaahah..

tried to do research and survey for my assignments.. first time walking around and talks to everyone else that i dun talk to.. try to understand why they choose breakdance and how tey explain bout the misconceptions of breakdance...

had a good chat with my mum while we're watching this show about china... those that lives in kampung?? then my mum told me her childhood stories.... so cute and funny! hahahahah

see pet!! i laugh alot and i'm not sad!! all the sadness.. i'l keep in my heart and i won't show them on my face... i'll only let mr.happy come out to see u all!! mr.sad wll stay in my heart! dun worry!! u know i love u too!! hahahahaa

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

thank you

- dun remember anything happen except that i nearly had a fight with this lecturer again...
- i've curse and scolded for so many times and to so many ppl so i'm lazyto type it here....
- jst went for our new club meeting..
- our club name was MAD which stands for Multimedia & Advertising Design club
- i'm the "leader" of the video editing team with ky...

pet....sara...phoebz.....jill....jaja and others that asked me" are u ok " today... that warm my heart... and pet.... than kyou for giving me a warm hug while i almost cried.... thanks!! anyway i'm ok now!!! i miss u all!!! love u all!!!

i admit that i'm little dissapointed coz i tot i can be the vice president... actually that's not the main point... it's bcoz when mr shahid asked me to be the leader for video editing.. someone sayd other's name and they keep telling other's name so that i wont be the leader... what had i done to u?? i know that u dun like me in the beginning and i mean... i know u all dun wan me to be the leader of that little group... i'm really that "membencikan"??? i know that i'm a person that people will hates and i know most of u dun like me!!!! i tried my best to fit into the group bcoz i'm afraid of loneliness!!! i join this club bcz i can meet more students and get use to it on working in a team.. but after today meeting... i'm afraid that i can't work in a team anymore... i think no one will stay in a group with me!! u all stay in the meeting till the end just to make sure that i got no position in the club... i'm not blaming u all.. this proves tat i'm a bad person that no one likes...