anticipation

since last week when i found out the date that my fave band having concert in Bangkok next month.. i really have the feelings to go.. and i always want to go to Bangkok because i never been there before.. then i started to ask around whether are they interested to go together.. they didn't reject me and say will consider bout it.. i was so excited... i started to do research..where is the stadium... hotels that near the stadium... how to get there.. what to eat.. where to go.. what attractions.. 

after doing so many research i really want to go so badly.. of course 50% is because SJ is not coming to malaysia for concert and next year... they might disband... of course it's not confirmed but their contract is almost expired.. so i afraid if i dont get to watch their concert.. i will really regret... 

another 50% is because i want to shop and visit Bangkok with my best friends... my mood went up after looking for so many hotels... attractions... everything seems so good.. safari world.. flea market... 

suddenly just now i was thinking... what if after i plan everything but my friends told me they cant go with me.. then i'll really fall into hell... of course this post is not to push any of you that i invited but i was just thinking.... 

should i not get so excited first before everything is confirm? the more i expect the more i'll be disappoint after that... i've spent so much time on this trip but this is my first time planning a trip.. especially with friends.. i can totally understand my family's worries.. i want to bring my mum along.. i don't mind her following but she'll be bored.. my aunts couldn't follow... my dad is working... my brother is working... so she refused to go with my friends... 

out of sudden all i become really emo and started to think.. maybe all the imaginations will not appear in real life... maybe the trip wouldn't exist.. who knows.. God! i'll leave it to You of course because You already planned everything in my life..

Media Forum

last week and this week we have to write two commentaries and two responses on our classmates commentaries.. i made a record today where i'm the first one who submit the response.. the record is that i submit early in the morning a day before due date which is rare for me cause i will only have 'feelings' to do assignments when due date is near.. then when i was checking out some classmates response.. a girls response to my commentary... hahaha.. i never imagine people will actually read my commentary because i felt it's a bit crappy and boring... but i read positive comments on it.. besides a part where she disagree with my example because i just was rushing yesterday and simply put in one... other than that.. she likes my commentary... i know it's not something to be proud of but i'm so damn happy.. hahaahaha this is her conclusion

Nevertheless the author has done a decent job in writing this piece of commentary, acting as an eye opener for readers by showing her very own perspectives towards the pursuit of happiness. Author has helped me to realize the route to happiness is simplicity and it makes all the difference to change the mood of a person by showing small little appreciation to the one you love.

i never have a decent job in writing.. i love this girl... hahahaha thank you

Enough of emo

i ust realized my previous posts are emo post... let's post something that is happy.. well at least for me...

for mid autumn festival? after mother, brother and his gf... my mum brought me to Herbaline for facial spa!! it's only RM28 for first trial... well i just want to try... it's so good!!! i spent two hours there.. i felt like i'm a rich girl.. ahahaha...

first... they will have some herbal tea which is sweet and nice for u.. then they bring u to somewhere to put your feet in with salt... after that... you need to smell this aroma for three times.. i choked somehow... 

after that.. you goes to a room and change your cloths into their cloths... then she started to massage my head.. shouder... put some oil on my face and massage... repeated a few times... it's so good that i fell asleep... after that.. she used some tool to go around my face and clean "something" don't remember cause i was half asleep when she talked to me.. 

after that.. she pressed/remove the white head/black head or whatever head on my face... it's so painful that i always cried and hit her on her face.. she said it's my first time so my skin are not open yet or something like that.. then she put some herbal mask for me.. it's cooling and somehow it smell like pandan leave to me.. ahhaha.. after 15 mins i think... she massage my head.. shoulder...hands..then brought me tofish spa.. because i was alone so i kind of put my lege as in as possible and i even put my hand in......... hahaha

then you will get a spa soup with herbal inside to clear bacteria in your body.. all these are included in one facial spa... RM28 for first time! super good~~~

after that.. we went home and i slept till 7pm.. where brother called and say he'll bring us for dinner... we waited till 8pm ==" he just drive without telling us where to have dinner... we chit chat.. talk in the car... we arrived Sri Hartamas... i was telling my mum that there are lots of korean/japanese restaurants here.. we should come here next time.. then my bro walked into the Korean House... so smart.. know that i want to eat korean food... ahahha

the side dishes are realy nice there...... the kimchi are good... better than other places.. we ate alot.. chatted alot... had fun..

that's how i spent my mid autumn day... although didn't have any mooncake... anyway.... i enjoyed it!!! Thank God for all the blessing and love!! Thank you Lord for loving me so much!!

emo

my tears can't stop dropping right now.. it's really really heart breaking... 

my dad showed me some kind of show just now.. the host went to this place in indonesia which is a place that full of whale hunters.. this place is the only legal place to hunt whales.. they have permit to hunt whales because they will have nothing to eat if they don't kill the whales... 

Lamalera, on the south coast of the island of Lembata, and Lamakera on neighbouring Solor are the last two remaining Indonesian whaling communities. The hunters have religious taboos that ensure that they use every part of the animal. About half of the catch is kept in the village; the rest is traded in local markets using a barter system.

they used simple weapons to kill the whales.. they even have to jump into the sea and fight with the whales.. it's a really dangerous job.. when my dad told me that they hunt whales to survive.. i couldn't understand and felt upset... because whales are getting lesser and lesser... 

but after watching the show.. i felt really sad... seriously.. it's either the people die or the whale die.. if they don't kill the whales.. they will have no food... they don't use money to buy other food... they used the meat to trade other food.. so whale meat is everything to them... but the whales are struggling and you can see blood everywhere once the hunter kill them... the amount of whales are getting lesser now.. in that show, they did not manage to find whales but they get a huge stingray.. however.. it's enough to make me cry.. you see how the stingray struggle.. blood coming out from the body.. it's cruel.. but to the hunters and the people.. it's a joy because that means they got food to eat... 

i'm struggling right now because i couldn't say they should stop killing whales because that's their food and 'money'.... but i also couldn't imagine whales getting killed everyday... it's really really sad! and i don't know why the tears keep dropping.. if i got money.. i'll buy them cows.. goats... chickens... or other things... so that they won't kill whales... 

haih~~~

Taiwan Typhoon Morakot

another unexpected disaster... so sorry that i couldn't do much.. i mean i couldn't do anything to help besides praying for you.. i wouldn't understand how u all feel by looking at your house falling within 10 mins.. because i'm staying in a very comfortable house now.. i wouldn't understand how u feel by losing your love one while u just had dinner with them a while ago... i am so sorry that i couldn't understand how u all feel now coz i'm in a comfort zone with my loved one.. all of us are stayed in a comfortable house.. even though it's not as big as others or whatever but at least.. we have a place for us to stay.. to sleep.. Malaysians are so lucky that we wouldn't experience these natural disaster.. but still we complains alot.. 

we complain that our house no air cond.. not big.. this and that while others lost their houses within 10 minutes.. we complain that mother always nag (which is true) father very strict.. brother always bully me (which is also true) while others lose their family members in one day... we always complain about malaysia but this is the place that protect us from natural disaster.. where can u find a country that never faced natural disaster.. although we had flood but it's not that serious.. 

we should really thank God that we were born in Malaysia.. with our loves one.. in a very comfortable place.. i don't know bout u but i really appreciate everything i have..

Taiwanese - jia you~ there's nothing we can do but we will pray for you! 

Degree 2nd semester

i started my class last week and i think i'm going to repeat the same thing that i said in the first semester.. if i pass all these subjects i can really go for a big celebration! 

Introduction to Film & Tv Production - this is the only class i put my hope in... all about filming and producing short clips.. it's supposed to be a really interesting class.. i miss my ex-lecturer.. coz this one.. i don't know.. i got no comment.. she's not familiar with MAC and she's telling editing is the most important thing.. i don't know.. but i hope i got Distinction like what i got for Intro to Digital media..

International Media Communications - because i recycled my previous notes into a note book.. i spent 2 hours copying whatever i got from the previous notes to keep myself awake.. ==""""""

Advertising: Images, Industry and Audience - i'm worried of the lecturer... i got bad experience with him.. just hope that i'll pass.. or Credit??

Creative feature writing for media - look at the title!! features writing!!! i tot Reporting for Print would be the last writing subject.. what is this?? argh~~ 

i think i'll cry in the convo if i get to graduate successfully!!

my secret reader

i didn't realized that i have number of secret readers.. for those of you that read my blog just to talk bad about me in front of others.. or talk bad behind me in front of someone but u afraid that u will 'kena' from me.. so u said to him u read it from my blog... show me which part of my blog mentioned bad things like that in front of me... only losers talk behind and do not dare to face me! if you don't like me.... tell me STRAIGHT! 

don't go to someone to talk bad about me.. are u that free??? don't come up with something and said u read it from my blog to make me get scolded... anyway if u dont like me... although i dont know who u are...but i know which 'area' u belongs to.. and i think i won't see u anymore..  when u tell someone else that u read something from my blog.. i doubt u even know my blog URL... since u want to make up something like this... fine... u're not affecting my life and i don't even give a damn on what u said... dont' try to destroy my reputation in front of someone... yes he believed you.. so? u don't get anything and i'm sure u will get the same treatment soon! karma... 

and just to tell u the truth! THIS IS MY BLOG! OWN PERSONAL BLOG! WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? 

here's a song for u.. 

it's a really nice song.. it's my fav song nowadays... the meaning of the song is for playboy.. but i would like to change the front part...from a group named 2NE1... 

"hey loser, it's about time.. and your time's up.. i had to do this for my own good u know? sometimes i gonna act like i don't care. that's the only way u boy/girl learn.." 

of course the only part for u is " i don't care eh eh eh eh eh"

if talking bad behind someone makes ur life better.. i pity u... loser!

bon odori 09'

it's better to be there before 5pm if u want parking and foods...

- i went to Bon Odori with my mum... i wonder how those ppl know it cause i don't see any promotion.. my friend told me bout it.. as usual... people mountain people sea!!! every year it's full of ppl.. honestly.. its quite boring.. but ppl still love to go there.. u can see girls wearing kimono.. people speaking japanese everywhere.. small kids wearing kimonos are really really adorable... but make sure u eat before u go there or else u need to que for maybe 10 mins to get the foods? haha but it worth it if u like the environment...

a bunch of japanese kids that like to pose infront of cam..

Traditional Japanese Dance

Drum Performance

kimono.... small girl - girls - original and non original

guy's version of kimono... small boy - boy - guy version..

- anyway i found this ice cream!!! i called it plastic ice cream!!! it's hard to look for these ice creams nowadays.... i'm sure u ate it before right? if no.. either u are rich kids or u got no childhood memories.. ahhaahaha... i ate 2 grapes flavour... 1 lemon and my mum ate one apple...

yummy~ the weather is hot.. u need to eat this...

eventhough it melt but it's still in the plastic so it won't dirty ur hand... but the only thing is it's not environmental friendly because it use plastic..
Unagi rice.. for me.. it's quite easy to get into the crowd to buy the rice... (height advantage and experiences of going to concerts) but it's hard to come out after u bought.. i even lost the chopstick when i came out..maybe because i'm hungry so i think this is really nice!
this is something nice but i don't know what's that.. i just grab whatever i saw in the stall..this and unagi rice left only one so i just took it... it's nice for me but not for my mum...