weak

i'm not as strong as how i thought i can be.. i'm not as cool as how i thought i can be..

i couldn't imagine that i would cry for you.. AGAIN! just because you didn't wish me on my birthday.. i couldn't understand why you don't send me any message.. you were online! and impossible to forget my birthday when you have FB...

did you found out that i like you? and you afraid to wish me? are you that kind of guy?

i just couldnt' understand.. and i don't understand why i cried just because i can't see your name while scrolling down the wishes..

i failed.. i disappointed myself... i thought i would be ok.. but in the end.. i'm weaker than i thought.. i don't likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

useless~~~