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i was shock when i read my previous post!! it's so long!! can't believe i typed that!!! it's so long and i cried from the beginning to the end... i finally know how sad it is to cry till u got no tears anymore... i cried cried cried... cry till i still feel like crying but no tears coming out from my eyes... haih`~~ that post is pposted when i'm emo... when i'm angry when i['m sad.... that's y i can talk lots bout it.. hahaha.... i din realize that i type that much... god.. i feel funny when i read it... ahhahaahahhah.... maybe i shud say thanks to this blog which help me to release everything... last time i can only hide in the room and scream with the pillow on my face to avoid anyone hear it... now i got u... my family dun read blog... hahahahhaha..... i dunno why yesterday so emo... everytime i scolded someone and i'm sad... the next day i won't be angry anymore and i feel funny when i think about it... hahaha... how silly i am to cry for so long!!!! anyway me and my mum still good... we talk to each other... nothing happen... we fight everyday but still... i will talk to her to break the cold war... everytime after i scream at her... i'll feel regret!!! stupid!!! that's me... hahhahaha....

i'm working this weekend~!!!! cool!!! i got money for my dancing class... i hope i can work for next 2 week coz i spent lots of money... i need money to buy new bag... anyone got any idea where can i work on may? i'm having term break... 12 may till july... let me work!!!! pls!!! i think i'll send letter to 8tv to be trainee or anything... if i choose to learn something then my salary won't be high coz trainee dun hv good salary... if i choose money then i'll be working in gneting... at least have 1k per month... but i won't learn anyhting from there... what shud i do?? haih~~~ okla.. wanna do my vector art and ICC ad... see ya later!!!!

me and my mum....

everyone thinks that i got the greatest mum... yes she is good... but sometimes we are diff in thinking and we hardly can communicate..... my frens tot i'm close to my mum but honestly to tell u... if i['m someone that dun tell her everything then we got nothing to talk about... i'm trying to tell her eveything which normally young adults d do that.. but she dun appreciate and she always thinks in her own way that make me feel irritates...i can't tell her my prob coz she won't help u to solve together and will scold u for no nreason... she dun like when i'm sick... she always ignore me and have cold war with me when i'm sick... i dunno why!!!! when i'm sick. that;'s the time i need ppl to care bout me.. she won't. she will just scream at u and say that it's ur fault to get sick... who ask u not to drink water... yes i know it's my fault!!!! but can u scold me later..not when i'm having fever... u won't even know i got fever right? if i stay in the room and faint in the room... u won't even know!!!! but why u so nervous when bro got sick... he's 27 and he only got some flu and fever.. me too¬¬¬¬¬!!!!!!

WHY U HAVE TO tell ppl that i dun study just bcoz i dun like to open my book infront of u.... is it when i open my book infront of u means i study? i like to study at night... u won't know!!!! then u will think that i din study.. i tried my best but i still get poor grade... i dun wan that to happen too!!! why can't u believe me that i tried my best to remember all the notes?? i know all my frens is better than me and u were envy when i told u their marks.... i wan that to happen on me too... u won't feel proud of me... u NEVER FEEL PROUD OF ME!!!! u said cousins always perform on stage... i performed on stage too... just bcoz i dun dance malay or traditional dance but hip hop doens't mean it's bad rgiht? u always hate it when i talk about hiphop!! what's wrong with it!!!! u think ppl that dance ballet or latin won't hurt themselve??? i spend time on dance doens't mean that i ignore studies!!!!!!!!!

i really regret to tell u everything when u scold me!!! i will just keep quiet and tell u nothing!!!!!!!!! i won't share my secrets with u anymore!!!! i won't tell u anything happen in college!!!! i know i always scream at u coz u always nag nag nag!!! too bad i'm the person that dun like ppl nag at me.. when i do something wrong... tell me once but not nag and nag for the whole day... then complain to others!!!! u always said that i treat u as a maid!!! i didn't!!!!!!!!!!! I DIDN'T!!!!!!!! i din order u to do anything!!!!! never!!! the things that u did is the things that every mum did!!! why u complain? everyone thinks that i'm the worst daugther!!!!what did i do?? maybe i shud say... i did nothing that's y u complain!!! what shud i do???

why do u have to think that i'm not independent enough compare to bro.. he live alone in kl and he knows what to do.. u always says that he is alone last time and u all no need to worry bout him.. thanks to u that manja me too much and i'm stuck in genting for whole life that's y i dunno anything!!!! i dunno what to do if i go to coll... i dunno what to do when i move to kl.. i dunno anything...when i hang with my fren.. u know how sad am i when i know nothing... i tried my best to be independent... i tried my best to look for the college that suits me and the course.. i look for over 30 colleges and u dunno about it!! u will just say that i depend on u and brother¬!!! do u know that other kids dun have to think that much when they go to any college? i tried my best to think and tried my best to choose... why u still complain to aunt that i'm useless coz i choose mass comm which is not "professional" in ur mind and choose an expensive college... lawyer and doctor are proffesional but so what!!!!!!!!!!!!

why other parents will say congratulation to their kids when they get A and u will just say that's bcoz i'm lucky... i just wan u to be proud!!!! i know i'm useless.... i tried to make u proud.. i try to be like brother... he always make u proud.. sorry that i can't be the children that u wan... i know it's an accident to have me... i know u all not proud of me... i know i got nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!! although i look happy and laugh at everything even my result.. doesn't mean that i dun care bout it.. i really care bout my result... but if i cry ifront of u then u'll say there's no use to cry coz i din study... sorry that i din get good grades..

sorry that i only know how to be a clown and make other happy but not u... sorry that i got no talent... sorry that i only know how to make u mad not like bro who always make u proud...i'm so sorry that god didn't send a great child to u but me... the one with nothing... the one that always make u complain and worry..... sorry that they didn't send someone like cousins... so sorry that i can't make u statisfy.... i think it's really my fault...... everything is my fault... so sorry that i'm ur daughther.....T_T T_T T_T

2nd post of the day~~~

hihi!!!!!! i'm back..... nothing to do right now so come blogging... chin maan!!! i always miss u!! hahahha!!! nyway illustrator and photoshop actually not that hard la... it's quite easy if u're interested in it.. just lke breakdance.. heheh... it's really hard if u dun really enjoy it and stress.. haha.. it would be easier if we like it and hope to takethe risk....changing blogskin and writing a journal is much more harder!!!haahaa...

finally i'm done with my ad... although it's complicated but still she accepted... i was panic when the printer stuck... when alvin come back and said ms syireen dun accept his work and ask him to redo... when i pass up to her and she said i insulted her bcoz i put her name Ms syireen instead of Ms Syireen... next time i'll put her name MS SYIREEN!!!!!! respect wei!!! ahhahahaha... let u all enjoy my ad!!! dun laugh k? i got no idea what to do and what to write!! this is the best that i can do!!! i'll lost 10marks anyway coz i'm late... haih~~~ and also to make u all aware of autism!!! my classmates will know how we really aware of it¬!!! hahahhah



the logo and tagline is meaningful but not my ad... hahahahaha.... all the pic are not related... hahaha coz i can't find some pic that are relate to each other or the same people.. hope miss SYIREEN won't mind... i like the word break the wall coz i figure out how to make the work break!!!!!! understand?? no?? nvm.....

lalalalalala

wwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeee i'm back!!!!

i shud love my comp coz it's working on sat... untill 5am in the morning coz that's the time i do my ad... but the only prob is cannot open illustrator so i use photoshop to finish it... when i finish it... my comp started to turn off itself and on sun... it cannot be open at all... u on it for 5 mins it will turn off... so right now i shud thank god that He let me finish my assignment then only let my comp died... i have to blog in the coll... hahahahahahha.... this 2 days got nothing much happen to me... on fri i watch youtube till 5.30am and i slept till 5pm... on weekend this is who i am... my day and night will terbalik... hahahahaha....but pro said u can diet by sleeping coz u actually dun eat much if u spend time on sleeping.. sat i only ate dinner then i start to work on my ads till morning... sun i woke up at 1.30pm which i'm suprise coz i tot i'll sleep till dinner time... i watch tv for whole day coz my comp could not be on... haih`~~~

sara was so funny coz her Mr.D didn't go online everytime she goes online to wait for him... but if her connection got prob then i can see him online everyday!!! sara!!!!! dun giv up!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha

i miss honeydew shake so much which i dunno why... it's so nice... it's the best in my heart(suddenly) but i really hope that i know someone that know how to do it and will giv me a shake everyday!!! coz it's so expensive for me to have a shake everyday~!!! now i control myself that i will only spent RM5 or RM6 per day... i'm not working for 2 months so i gonna be careful in spending money.. my beloved boss!!! can u call me or giv me some job!!!!!!!!!! i need money for my dancing class...!!! i need to work!!

tmr is my bro's birthday and i got nothing for him... he's 27 and he got everything that he want!!! i dunno what he want!!! i gave him a card last year and he just smile and put it under the phone!!!!! then he keep teasing me that my card is actually ugly and he dun wan to put in the room!!!! that card i made it myself by photoshop... but that was the first time i use photoshop ok???? he is the worst brother in the world that always abuse me and tease me!!!!! he is kind to others but not me!!!!! chech~~~~~ always abuse me!!! always hit me!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

hope to watch stomp the yard!!!! hope to watch mr bean the holiday!! hope to meet mandy..vernon...ying...gary...and ah boy!!! miss them!!! they always reminds me of GENTING!!! last time we will meet each other at least once a month... but now since all of us move to kl.. we tot we can meet always but we are always busy with our assignments and exam... our schedule.... haih~~ miss u guys so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and jiayi!!! hope to see u too!!! u guys gave me sweet memories!!!!! miss u alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

horoscope!!!

from friendster!!!

Whether or not you fancy yourself a 'tech-head,' you will be forced to deal with a lot of issues involving computers or machines today. These issues will affect your professional future -- so if you are less than confident about your abilities in this area, it's very important that you ask for the help you need. You won't impress anyone (or learn anything new) if you pretend that you already know how to do everything.


my stupid comp always turn off itself and this cause me delay my IMMW work... illustrator font cannot be changed... got virus... always got some website pop up itself... all this is from the wonderful comp in my house.. must work hard to buy a second hand comp!!!!

i'm back!!!!

i'm back!!! dunno why this few days i dun feeling like updating my blog... anyway now i'm back..anyway i'll keep it KISS(keep it short and sweet) ahhahah... learned from miss syireen...

sat...

i went to loft with jaja...pet..sara... b4 that we took star lrt...putra lrt..and also ktm to jaja's house... then we started to make up... i felt like i'm a guy there coz i just wear a t-shirt and jeans then din do anything on my face or hair... i dun even know how to make up... but thanks to sara who help me to make up and jaja to borrow me her shirt and belt... thanks ya.. at least i look like a girl... we feel kinda boring at the first time in loft but after that nick arrived and open whisky... we go kinda crazy and some of them go emo... i got gastric coz i drink b4 i had dinner so i can't dance and can't move...nick go high as usual and he talks alot!!! he always talks alot when he get high... the only thing i remember was he was saying "i need a girl but i'll feel sorry for my gf" "i love my girl but not now"
he was upset coz his frens said that he shudn't be with his gf... i said dun care bout others just think of the happy moment between u and ur gf... then he said what happy moment? i said maybe having sex(coz he always talks bout sex) then he started to scream and say " my gf having sex with other ppl?" i said chill.... then he scream again" she cheated on me?????" I WAS LIKE!!!! U CANNOT DIFFERENTIATE CHILL AND CHEAT AR??? then his gf called and he said to the girl... dun cheat on me and i won't cheat on u... i feel like whacking him on that time... then i dun wan to talk to him when he's drunk... haih~~~ then my bro came at 2am... we went to have supper/dinner....then i went home to sleep at 3.30am.... that's all i remember...



sun...
nothing to do and very boring... i watch mo fan bang bang tang on youtube.... for whole day... it's a show that invited a group of normal guys and they will show their talents and in the end... they will choose 6 guys to form a boy band... i like to watch this coz their reaction and they dance breakdance!!!! most of them show their talents by dancing and singing... acting and rapping also and they are so funny!!!!!!! they is another talent show for girls which name blackie's teenage club.... it's all about girls.....i like to watch it last time but now i prefer the guys show not bcoz they are guys but girls always talk about shopping...make p and choc.. all the girl stuff which i'm ot really interested in....the guys are not really cute but they are funny....i recommended u all to watch... only in youtube....

mon...
go to coll... come back and sleep.. continue watching bang bang tang(lollipop)

tues..
nothing happen

wed...
me...pet...jaja...sara...jill went to red box... me and pet go first coz jaja and jill need to pick up sara... i put up jay chow's songs coz i wan to look at the MTV... pet who dunno the differents between J ang G and she called him Gay Chow,.. i started to tease her daniel who is a porn star.. the harry potter.. PORN STAR PORN STAR!!!!! pet ur daniel is a porn star and actress dun wan to act with him!!!! ahhahahahahahhhahha
we scream and sing for 3 hours...it's lke we went back to our school time... we sang spicce girl...backstreet boys...westlife...britney spears.. sara tak boleh tahan... so funny!!!!!!!!!!! the most funny thing is the lunch package is included dessert... instead of saying dessert, red box called it sweet soup!!!! hahahahahahahhahahhahah!!!!!! i told my mum and bro and they laugh too!!!!!!!!! ahhahhahhahahahahah

thurs...
i was so stressed coz my stupid bloody comp shut down itself and refuse to on again.... i can't even save my photo and songs to my mp3... got virus.. now it's not wroking anymore... haih~~~~ i skipped CTR class to do IMMW ads... if i dun do it in coll then i won't have comp to do... i went got ICG then skipped IMMW.... after me...pet...sara and marie skipped... jill sended pet a happy msg which is ms syireeen is sick and our assignment pass up on mon... hooray!!!!! but at tat time i keep kicking the table coz i was so stress and nearly cry that i got no idea what to do in my ad.... i'm going to do it tmr or sat or sun..... hahhahhaha.... waiting for time to pass so that i can go for my breakdance class later... i did roll back yesterday and i sprain my neck or maybe muscle pain.... my neck damn pain now...

stupid comp!!!

my comp deleted my previous post!!! while i'm typing it and while i uploading the photo.. web just turn off like that!! they shud make it automatically save as draft even if we dun save ma...aiyo.. i['m lazy to type la... just upload the pics for u all first..

nightmare2

today morning!!! i was walking peacefully to mamak and looking at the dolphins as usual... suddenly.. i saw this guy looking at the dolphins...he slowly walk to the dolphins and turn the dolphins to him.... my heart jumps so fast and i quickly bend down pretend that i'm doing my shoes... then he hump the dolphins for once.... the kakak behind me started to call him " u punya kopi-o" then he just walks to us...the prob is no one is suprise bout that... the guy hump the dolohins and no one stops him!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's so gross!!!!!!! the way he look and the way he touch the dolphins like his wife!!!!!!!! SHIT!!!!!!!! early in the morning!!! i walk to mamak and leave my file there then i go back to the place to see whether he still doing it or not so that i can take pic and complain to student services... then i hide behind the trees with my handphone ready in camera mode.. i saw pet walking in so i pull her and tell the everything... then we were looking at the dolphins together and talking about that guy... while we are looking for him... he walk pass behind us and loook at us... we were so scared and after he left we run back to the mamak!!!! it's so scary... the metal dolphins can turn him on what about the sexy students in taylors¬!!!????!!!!!!! it was so disguisting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we told ms syireen about it and she said he's normal but intereested in dolphins.. argh¬!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nightmare!!!!

after that... today's ms nicole class was sleepy as usual and she's so fierce to day... dunno why.... nd she said she wan to take pet away from our group so that it's balance... she ask us to form a group and now she wants to form a group for us!!! then she said we can negotiate if we dun like.... if u let us negotiate then just leave us alone coz u know we would love to be in the same group.... headache!!!

and there's flood in the carpark today.. it's so deep... all the cars cant go out from there and some even not wokring coz the engines got water.. haih~~after that went for breakdance class... was late... i rush to the studio and change immediately... nicholai is teaching today... maxx they all got exam in UG i think... so today quite relaxing coz nicholai dun push us like what maxx did.... i realize his eyes got something diff... maybe his eye bag is too dark so it look like he put on eye shadow... dunno how to explain... tmr we are going red box!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!!! and tmr morning i'll prepare my hp and ready to take pic!!! what kind of human is this that can turn on by a metal dolphins!!! got no idea how the dolphins look like? this is it....

flooding!!!

the dolphins are suppose to face left side like the two behind it.. but the guy turn it to this way and it's exactly infront of his private part!!!!!!!! what the hell is he thinking???

night mare

I will never feel safe in college again. Ever. Miss Syireen told uus a little inter-Taylors gossip today. And it freaked the life out of me Basically kan, one morning, around 11am, a few of Miss Syireen's students were standing around the front entrance of college. Suddeny, one girl saw something that will traumatize her for the rest of her life.Taylors is charging us exhorbitantly for a reason (in one way la). My campus is bloody awesome, compared to the Subang Jaya one. It doesn't in any way resemble a school building as the SJ one does, especially since we're sharing it with Kurnia Insurance. Anyway, we have things like a nice courtyard and lush green plants all over the place. When you come up the front entrance, the first thing you will see is this kinda cool fountain-looking thing. It's sort of like a small island, with water surrounding a bunch of plants in the middle. Some wire mesh dolphins are placed around the edge of the fountain thing, making the place a scenic little spot, perfect for those moody evenings when you just need to sit down somewhere with a bar of chocolate and stone.

taken from pet's blog coz i'm too lazy to type about it...hhahahhahahah

as usual... happy day....

today morning, in immw class...i hardly understand what she wan us to do bout the advertisement... anyway danial said he will help me!!! danial!!! won't u?? after class, danial...ham and vaanan said they need my help in ICG so i said whoever need help meet in media hub at 11am....
when we reach there... the projector is on so i just stand infront and tell them what to do... i'm so scared bcoz media hub is under CCTV... miss thong can just look at what am i doing in media hub.... everytimes when they are ppl opening the door.. my heart beat so fast... heart attact¬¬¬¬!!!! then when i teach them untill the 2nd picture.... MISS THONG CAME IN!!!!

mis thong : i heard that u are having extra class for ur classmates?
me stoned and looking at vaanan
vaanan: bcoz we were absent so we dunno what to do..
MISS THONG: did u get pay for this? for ur info... they pay me RM80 per hour...
then i started asking them to pay me.... hahahah
then she just smile and teach ham abit and walk offf....
pls dun deduct my marks ya!!!!! i'm so worry... danial... u all have to belanja me!!!!!hahhaha

i was waiting for P actually... sh'es gong to pyramid and i'm going there too.. she said 12pm... then she called and said she need to have lunch first then change to 12.30pm.... so i tell mandy i'll be late... then 12.35 i misscall P... she sms me and said she can't make it coz sh'es with her cousin... she left coll dy!!!!! i was like... why can't u tell me earlier? then i'll take a cab and won't let mandy waited that long"!!!! i was quite piss off at that time bcoz mandy is waiting alone... i dun like her alone.... but since P said sorry then i was ok la.... i forgive u!!!! gahahaha

i had a great time with mandy... i always do.... at 1.30pm....went to some rest called chicks buffet or something like that to have lunch... they said 2-4 got 15% discount... and below 4 1/2 feet counted as child which is half price.... their measurement is higher than usual... when i stand beside it!!! i'm shorter!¬¬!!!! that's mean i'm still a child for them... half price!!! first time feel happy to be short!!!! we walk around and found a stall selling fruits with choc... we bought cheese stick in choc... quite nice.... pet!!! i'm eating choc and i think it's nice ok??? then we started to chat till 2pm.. that guy told me that we have to stand on a black thing when u measure ur height... then i beome adult!!!! i'm taller than that... i tot dun hv to stand on it... anyway the food is nice... we chat alot.. we talk bout condom(MPP assignment!!! dun misunderstand!!) .... guys and girls.... what happen in gent...then got 3 mak cik beside us keep staring at us and when mandy went to take food they stare at her.. i feel like going to them and said!!! excuse me do u hv prob with us? mind to share why are u staring at us? (in a smiling face).... then i keep on staring at them... they know.. dunno what's their prob....hahhahahha i feel fun staring at them....

my posts is getting longer and longer.... tmr got breakdance class so i hv to rest early.... hope to go karaoke on fri.... sat we are all going to loft!!!!!! clubbing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chow~~~

a happy day

hihi!!! i'm back with a happy mood.... yesterday was an accident... i dunno why i'm so angry.. i'm quite suprise when i read back my own blog... hahahha.... hope it won'thappen again.... spoil image!!! hehehe.... today nothing speciall.... i failed in my CTR.... haih¬¬¬ tot i will at least get C but failed so have to keep it on and work hard for the assignment and also my final.... at least get C la.... then i learn tracing today in ICG.. it's fun... although it's hard but it's so fun that u can trace and get the effect.. everytime i finish my work... i'll feel happy and statisfy that's y i love ICG>>.... then went to pyramid with phoebe...vaanan and hube... we went for bowling... it's quite fun when we are trying to change each other name to funny nick.... hube > hubee.... vaanan got lots of nick.... vanee, vaneegay, vaanangay, macho macha... phoebe is the normal one... mine is the worst la... what meow...mini...teechrist.... all from the macho macha vaanan.... i had fun today.. although i'm the lst in the game but it's not competition so have fun!!! breakdance class is tired today... maxx wore a t-shirt and a short pants.. at first we all dunno anything... then he tell us " see... my shirt got write B-BOY...so cool..." SWT SWT we all laugh and started to say he kinda look like a kid in the tight short pants.... he's quite nice la.... sometimes will giv us lecture a bit bt he's strict and flexible at the same time.... i hope i can do well in this class...

i think that's all for today... but i got a dream which suprise me lots and i felt that it's funny.... i dream a guy who i dunno who is he and there's a showcase in some mall.... i walk pass and fell down(as usual) then tertolak the security... he tot i wan to kacau the show and push me to the floor.... this guy save me by scolding the security and then i just walk with him... then -------- change to other scene....he bought me some dress then i hv to change in a very nice toilet... in a grand hotel...to meet his parents... his parents look so fierce... so scary... i was telling phoebe that i dun wan a super rich bf coz insecure... if they are really rich then their gf also must be perfect la... cant be me!!! can u imagine him bringing me to a dinner and i fell down? phoebz said he will protect me but how if we fell down together? hahahhah!!!! someone said it's suppose to be a romantic dream but i found that's funny and kinda scary if comes true!!!! hehehehe..... now is 10.30pm and i dunno why i can hear NEGARAKU in tv.... suddenly reminds me of high school day... my friends got their SPM result!!!! one of them get 8A2B2C while another one get 2A2B4C2D..... anyway dun be disspointed la..wan to feel better then ask me for my result... worst ok? but i'm still doing well in coll.... HOPEFULLY!!! that's all i think for today..... bye~~~~

u stupid bitch what the hell are u thinking in ur bitch mind!!!! u think u're the boss that can order everyone to do everything!!!!! excuse me please shut ur damn mouth and please stop showing ur bitchy look!!!!!!! i never scold a person like this in my whole entire life but that's just bcoz i've never met a bitch like u!!!!!! u think u're the only one that knows everything and ppl dunno ???!!!!!! u're WRONG!!!!! u know nothing!!! u dunno that ppl hates u and u dunno that ur face is the most disguisting and cocky face in this world!!!! no one worst than u !!!! u think when u tease other ppl u dun look like that? when u tease other ppl in front of us..... i think u are the one that doing all those stupid stuff"!!!! u said other guys are not good but excuse me... please look at ur bf la!!!!!!!!!!! u think he is good??? i'm wrinting all this is bcoz i tak boleh tahan and need to release everything if u dun like then pls dun read my blog... i can swear to god i have never scold a person like this!!! F*CK!!!!!! this is my first time scolding all the bad words !!! U ARE DAMN LUCKY TO BE THE FIRST PERSON THAT I HV SCOLDED FOR SO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when u try to act cute, ur voice is the most creepy sound and seriously stop that coz u're going to scare everyone!!!!!! ur face are so old so pls stop acting cute!!!! we dun wan to see an old aunty acting cute!!! what do u think about it? when i think of ur face and all the words coming out from ur smelly m#outh!!!! i feel like slapping u!!!! i hope not to see u again in this world and pls leave me alone""!!!!!! what am i doing is nothing to do with u!!!! i like to ask ques and i'll ask¬¬¬!!!! if u dun like then just use the pensil and poke ur ear to make it deaf!!!!! no one cares about u!!!!! u stupid bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND UR DANCING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


my frens... dun be suprise... yes u're reading christy lim's blog!!!!! at least now i feel better to release everything!!!
actually i shud be happy coz i went red box with sara..pet and others... we sang and screamed... we had fun.... sara... although u scream lots but ur voice seriously sound good when u sing zombie... keep it on gurl!!! i hope we can do this again next time... red box rocks!!! we rocks!!! i['m so sorry to start my blog with something rude but this is where i shud release everything.... better accept it if u're reading this.... stop reading if u all can't accept it... bye bye....hope tmr will be a better day and i will start my blog with something happy¬¬!!!!!

pics again

me...phoebe...stephy...and dice...

ahahahhaah

pic

the group pic with the monkey

the monkey look so sad

trying to be cool
the monkey look like crying
me and phoebe... and the mary as the background
nick trying the monkey suits in media hub
the birthday girl and her birthday present
look at jaja's smile!!! keep it on girl!!!
nick still look like monkey without the monkey head !!!
happy birthday again1!!
kung fu monkey!!!
disgusting tongue!!
gay monkey!!

i got no time to write anything coz my comp will turn off itself... so upload the pic for u guys first!!!!

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today that's new things i wan to talk bout ms syireen... i felt that she's really full of knowledge and she knows lots of things... she travel rounds the world and learned diff culture... that's why our thougths and her thoughts was diff coz she know too much and she wan more from us... for me.. i dun read books and i dunno anything so i can't really reach her aspectation... it's so hard... for me la... for other students like pet and others that reads alot... it's not a prob for them.... pet i know u can do it.. haha... actually the way i said i dun like her is like i dun like the way she talks and being sarcastic... mandy that always says i am sarcastic,... u shud see our lecturer... she can be so mean.... when she's telling us about her roomates and her story... i will move away if i get a roomate like that... it's so scary... if i goes to overseas and get a roomate like her.. and i can't move i'll probably cry everyday... dunno what's she's gonna do to me next time... if i accidently offended her... shit man,... hahahah.... anyway i respect her in someway how she thinks and how she defend herself sometimes... so i'm not totally hate her... jst bcoz of the subj i think.... no WRITING!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!

besides her... i think i got another trouble that one of our lecturer feel disspointed on me... haih~~~ i din know that lecturers are that 38 to tell everything and gossips... the story begin like this... the assignment due on tues and before that it's holiday week so we can't see each other and discuss.. when i sms all my classmates they said they dunno what to do... so on mon we are all struggling to do the asm and discuss... but still can't finish it.. on tues morning 7am i purposely go to sch and wait for my lecturer so that i can ask her ques... she's not there... the other lecturer said she will be there after 10.. sumission date is b4 10am.. so i asked other lecturer that kknow about that sub.. they asked me why i dun ask my lecturer so i tell the truth that i dun understand when she explain in class... and TODAY!!! this lecturer said she's disspointed when we ask other lecturer how to do it and said she din giv a clear guide.... obviously it's me... but at that time i seriously dun understand what she said... i just telling the truth... at that time she's not there for me to ask so i asked other lecturer la... mana tahu lecturers also gossip and cakap belakang!!! the moral of the story is dun tell lecturer the truth!!! they will spread the msg!!! gossip between lecturers is just as worst as the students la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after that... i got another bad news bout my ICG... i only got 11.50 over 15!!!! i'm worst than all of them... b4 that... everyone is saying that i'll be the highest or whatever shit but now i can't do it!!!!! i can't even get A!!! i get A-!!! i'm so disspointed!! this is the only subj i got confidence in and i screwed up!! the assignment i get 14/15... the 1 mark that i lost is bcoz i din cut the name properly.... presentation i got 1 mark... if i got full mark which is 2 then i'll get full mark for assignment!!!!!!! why would i do stupid things like that and lost mark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!! illustrator would be harder and i din get good marks on photoshop... i need to work hard on illustrator... i can't get bad result in this semester bcoz my bro and family was saying that i work more than i study so i must prove to them that i din forget bout my studies when i work!!!! i did study after i work!!!! i need to get A!! if i din get A in this subj then i'll reallly cry for whole day@!!!!!! christy lim!!!! u must work hard!!!!!

the only good news is that for ICC i got A-... this subj was hard for me and i got A- so i'm damn happy!!!!! the moment i look at my id and the A-!!! i turn away and ask phoebe to read for me!!! unbelievable!!!!! i got A- for this subj... of coz the first thing i do was telling my mum la... there's a chinese theory that ' only report the happiness but not the bad news' ... that's true... only telll them that i got A- on this... hahahhahha

i hope that i'll get

ICG - A+
ICC - B above
CTR - C+ above
IMMW - just pass then i'll be jumping all around!!!!
MPP - B- above...

let's pray for me la!!! and ms syireen said u hv to stay with the smart ppl... thank god pet is my fren!!! thanks ya!!!! come stay with me whenever u free!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhahahahahahaahahahah

blogging in the class!!!!!

now i'm having class for IMMW.. i will fall asleep if i dun come to blog.... half an hour more and we'll be out frm this class!!!!! hooray!!! at least not that boring... she's talking about advertising now... although i like advertising but bcoz of her i got no mood to listen to what she said and all her 'theory'....her jokes is lame!!!! no matter what she's trying to say i really got no mood... why la early in the morning we hv to come to this classs......can i skip this class??? my eyes is half closed.. anyway she can't see me coz ii hide behind the monitor.... hahha.. ths is the bennefit for being short,.... hahaha.... anyway in this posts i feel like describing all my lecturers...

starts with ms.thong...
my favourite lecturer.... but she is fast in teaching so sometimes we can't catch up... actually she's just trying not to make us borng like ms fara.... she tries to teach us diff things and we would actually listen and pay attention... but too bad... not really much ppl like this subject.... but i like it!!!! i can do the assignment and facing the comp for 6 hours but i still feel good... i love this subject and i will really put on effort to get A+++++!!!!!


Mr. Kumar
he is a funny lecturer.... he is caring... while we are helping him during thaipusam, he cares bout us and ask us to rest...(always halau us)...haha but at least u know that he appreciates our hard work and he will buy something for us to make us better....he is a good friend... but his subject is hard for me... u really can't do anything else besides paying attention... there's once i imagining something and when i get back to his lecture, i dun understand a word.. so u hv to pay full attention!!!! anyway i'll try my best in this sub to not dissapointing him.... hahhaahhaha

Ms Nicole
a lecturer who always remind me of my mum... she is a mummy la!!! how to descibe her? she was 'nice'.... i mrean she is trying to be nice but sometimes when she tried to cheer us up by her jokes.. we feel like fainting in her class.... all the words that she use and the way she talk to us make us feel like we are from primary sch... it's bad to hv her class in the morning coz her voice got the power to make us sleep... in a peaceful way la... hahahah

Mr. Boon
wonderful lecturer... patient... i understand hat he said... if i pay attention... haha but he is nice...nothing much to descibe bout him... oh ya.. the first time when i see him... he look like a feng shui master... he got a very 'lucky' look... maybe bcoz his cheek is round and he look shinny and he always smile... he look like full of luck.... hahahah

Ms. Syireen
always talks about culture but too bad i got diff opinion in the word culture.,, we are diff in thinking and i dun agree to what she said... she always insist that we must perceive our culture and she asked me y din wear red while i'm wearing black,..i tell her the truth that i like black and i dun believe red brings luck.... then she will go on and said culture will dissapear bcoz of ppl like me and bla bla bla bla !$%#$@%$#^&%$*&*(*^&^$%#$##@$%*&%$##$%$*$%%^&^^%....... excuse me... i dun agree doesn't mean that i won't tell my children red is luck in chinese cultural... but anyway i like hiphop culture which she dun really think i shud adopt other culture... whatever......~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

okie... ms syireen called my name while i'm typing just now and asked me to answer the ques... i dun even know the que,..... i just stared at her and smile.... hahhahha.... dunno what can i do..... anyway i'll be going to pyramid to eat Mr.teppanyaki with the little pet and possum!!!! so see u soon/...

first post in my life

finally i start my blog!!!!!!!!! hahhahhha!!!!!!! influenced by someone right beside me now!!!! pet!!!!! i always wanted a blog but i lazy to create 1... ying said she'll create for me last time... but she was busy and then pet said she's going to do one but now end up i create my own... now our class is in a blogging mood... everyone starts blogging... dunno y... hahaaa... just hope all my posts won't make u all feel sleepy....



03/03/2007

i went up to genting to watch my beloved vanness's concert... i slept from 5pm - 1.30pm(next day)..my mum tot i faint... but i just wan to take a good rest so that i can SCREAM for the whole concert.. 4.30pm my dad said vanness fell from the stairs and he was in the clinic... i run there and i saw lots of security which tells me that vanness is still there.... i waited for half an hour... he came out but he can't even walk...i feel the pain!!!! i tot he can't dance during the concert!!! but to tell u the truth!!! his concert was awesome!!!! he was so cool... he dance and he take off his cloth and he look so cute when he speak english!!! hahahhhahhahah!!!!! but it's not full and i think only 50% people came for the concert.. i scream loudly coz i respect him... he dance and giv effort although he's not feeling well... i scream loudly bcoz there are so little ppl... quite pity him.. i scream loudly coz he take off his cloth!!! HE IS SO HOT!!!! his body is the best!!! after the concert, sabrina the sweetie asked us whether we wanted to take photo with him... i run straight to back stage!!!!! he is so cute in person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lots of kisses to him!!!!! muakz!!!! hope u'll get weel soon!!!!!! thanks for ur performance... thanks for eerything!!!!!!!!! tqtqtqtqtqtqtq!!!!!!!!!!!!










05/03/2007

i was hyper for the whole day!!!! maybe it's bcoz of vanness!!! hahah!!! i get my IMMW's mark... i passed!!!!!!!!!! although i got C+ but i passed!!!!! i dun care whether get C or C+... passed is more than enough for me....u know how suffer i am in this course... i hate writing!!! maybe i can write for blog ONLY but not in a formal way... news reports and everything really sucks!!!!!!!!! IMMW SUCKS!!!! THE LECTURER ALSO "DUH"!!!! i dun like other subjects either but i still can memorize the notes and pass... but this subjects need to write wrtie wrtie!!!! dun like dun like!!!!!! ARGH!!!! anyway after the class, i learned to do photo editing and add in audio... miss thong taught me bout it and we chat for a while... i like miss thong... i like the subjects and i like the computers...


06/03/2007

I’m so sad after I read jaja’s blog… I cried b4 I watch my sad ‘silence’… everything that she said in the blog, everything that she’s suffering really make all of us feel sad!!!! We are planning to giv her a surprise later… hope she’ll like it… cry if u wan... we willl al cry with u!!!!!

Last year… my aunt got stroke too… but it’s not serious… but I still feel sad and worried…so jaja.. honestly I know how u feel… when ur second mum kena stroke and when u see them suffer, it’s the worst thing in your life… maybe we can’t help u right now and we dun even know what to do but we really do care bout u!!!! cheer up!!! just cry as much as u want!!! release all the stress and dun keep it to urself... dun tahan...not good for health....



- will continue after the party... i know this is a boring blogs.. but i really dunno what to write... please forgive me... this is only the first posts... hahahhahhahhaha