pictures!

first destination... to SJMC to interview the doctors...


thanks Ms Catherine and Ms Chong for the information and the books!!!

i bought this yesterday and i wore it to the interview... i tot it would be comfortable but~~! lesson of the day... don't try to make urself look tall... u have to pay for it! haha

next destination after SJMC...
while waiting for the time to pass... and i'm starving.. ordered this garden salad..
i tried my best to finish the raw onion but i really cant put tomatoes in my mouth! *vomit*
someone that i wouldn't want to meet in person but will definitely support his show everyweek...(will tell u more in the next post) hahahaha remember to watch Motosikal! every sunday 6.30pm channel 301!! he's a good!

last destination! a very good company... organizer for blue ribbon campaign...
an excellent lady that i really respect.. she's creative... she's kind and helpful.. she's wonderful! Ms Adelyn
end of our journey!!!!

thanks alot guys! i can't finish this task without both of you!! you guys are really helpful and i enjoy working with you all!! although we haven't finish the assignment yet but at least we made it so far!! once again i have to thank you both of you!!!! there were los of things happen... accident... and more but praise God that we really made it!!! muakz muakz!! haha

a blessed weekend

25-01-2008

- went for Couz(college united zone) night in SIB church with ying,... we played game in the beginning where we have 25 beans and we can buy whatever we want.. each thing cost 5 beans.. if you want to buy more you need to earn for it.. i bought "vacation...Pass EXAM!!! Degree...scholarship...and stress free time!!!" after that it's a talk by PS lindi... although i was sleepy but i kinda enjoyed it... PS lindi is so funny and she make the story sounds really interesting.. last time i don't really understand what the bible said but she made it easier forme to understand.. will try to go to Couz every month... everyone want to join??


- ying overnight in my place.. i enjoyed it very much!! ahaha although i have to sleep on the same bed with you but since we are best friend.. i don't mind..hahahahahaha


26-01-2008


- have to work in my cousin's Cambrige School as a clown.. its cambrige open day! but no complete costum so we just wear our own shirts.... Ying knows how to do balloons and the kids keep calling us aunty~~~ but some kids said i'm 16 and 18 so i feel better.... hahaha

the very blur clown and the cute clown!! ahahahhahahah love u la lady!!

- watched Astro Tv Award... it's supposed to have in Genting but i think because there got new pyramid so they are trying to promote sunway... haha anyway... enjoy it... bosco so cute!!!! and bernard is so funny.. can't wait to interview him... he's a great performer!! Astro u all did a good job on this show... everything is so nice! really hope i can work in Astro...

27-01-2008

- met Mandy in Pyramid.. Mandy said she wanna makan so we went and look for food... then after she bought her sushi (or something like that) i asked her whether she want to drink cendol... she said yes and she said Ryan coming...so me and ying ordered 2 cendols... end up.. she went to meet up with Ryan in somewhere and left us in the cendol shop...==" both of us have to finish it.. the cendol full of santan so make me feel very full... mandy it's all your fault!!!

we are suppose to share and enjoy one cendol... but

because of Mandy... we have to finish one cendol by ourselve..

went to watched this show that got Johnny Depp.. forget the name.. it is a good movie i would say but it's disguisting!!!! the way he kill everyone.. argh~~ and i actually feel like throwing after i ate cendol.... after the movie.. i went to toilet and vomit... little bit only... i think it's because of the cendol and the show... anyway the show is actually nice la... the songs are all nice.... hahaha after that.. we went to look for Mandy's cheongsam! she wanted to buy a cheongsam... and bcoz i wan to scare my mum off... (she said young ppl dont wear cheongsam.. look old) so i tried to cheonsam on... but my mum said ok wor... so my family end up asking me to buy cheongsam for new year... hahhaaha didn't buy coz it's too expensive... anyway.. i'll buy next year after i diet k...

first time wearing on cheongsam... hahaha

2 cina girl?? hahah it's one of our culture... and i think next prom... we should wear cheongsam..

anyway i had fun this weekend... thank God for giving me a blessed weekend... i know that i'm walking to you slowly...although i'm not ready yet but i know i'm coming closer this year... thanks alot Lord... i hope u know that i'm trying.,.. anyway of coz.. as what Wai Yan said.. you are not only our God but our friend... although i didn't list you down in my best friend list but i hope you know u are more than that and here in my heart..

ying.. thank you for company me to work and stay over for 2 nights.. i had fun (this sound wrong hahha) anyway... next week i;m going to ur place so hope u treat me as good as how i treat u here k?? muakz.. won't forget u la mandy.. thanks for bringing me to the movie... and make me vomit.. hahahhaha

busy day...

after class, we went to Subang Jaya Medical Centre to make appointment with the doctor so that i can interview them on next wed... we put all the interviews on the same day so it'll be like one day trip!! haha and dun hv to wear formal for so many days! the hospital is very big... i just hope that i won't cry when i visit those children with cancer! i bought some toys for them.. hope they like it... after the trip to hospital... we went to SS15 to look for this Rainbow of Life Force organization...haha although we were lost but at last.. me and vaanan managed to found it.. and that guy is quite friendly so i got no prob talking to him...

after we finish making appointment, we have to rush back to college bcoz we got meeting... then we rush back... i'm starving.. but when i started to eat my mee... i feel like vomiting and i can't take anymore... i think i'm going to faint anytime.. meetine meeting meeting... after meeting went to pyramid to wait for my cousin.. waited for 3 hours in pyramid... and i fell asleep in the toilet... i went to toilet to wash my face.. when i sat on the toilet bowl... i fell asleep there.. unbelievable? believe it... hahahahahha

then took a bus to summit coz cousin asked me to do so.. and waited another hour there... finally i reached home and without heating up the food.. i just grab and put in my mouth.. after 2 bowl of rice... i feel like throwing out my food... thank god i didn't puke... so now i need to take a rest... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pray for me ppl so that i can have a very good interview with everyone and can enjoy my new year without worrying the project,.. god bless ya!!

interview interview interview

as i mentioned, we have to interview lots of ppl to do our ccp assignment... so after she gave us a new deadline and we hv to put all the interviews in 2 weeks b4 cny.. i felt the stress.. suddenly i feel like so many works to do.. it's like last minute.. but we dun even know bout it! i tot we arrange our work nicely... dunno why!! anyway... i'm suppose to call this host name bernard hiew.... he use to teach my nephew swimming and he's very friendly...so i tot i won't be nervous talking to him.. well just talk to him as a friend right? but accident happen all the time...

calling him on the phone

bernard: hello ( he sounds abit fierce here and i tot i'm talking to his dad! make me panic!)
me: good morning.. can i speak to mr bernard hiew?
bernard: ya speaking?
me: hi ....(introducing myself and i was walking near the staircase)
bernard: hi nice to meet you...(or something like that)

then i ALMOST fell down from the staircase! but i manage to hold something.. however my mind goes blank... i forgot what am i suppose to say..

me: err...err...err... sorry i'm abit nervous right nw (since i dunno what to say )
bernard: why are u so nervous? (i feel so malu u know? haih u won't know how i feel...)
me: this is my first time calling ppl and interview ppl...( think i said something like this...==")
bernard: oh ok...

i'm suppose to ask for his email so that i can email him the interview questions...

me: can u email me your sms? oh nononono can u sms me your email address??? (i feel like crying)
bernard: hahaha... ok (i use to like the way he laugh when i watch his show but now.... haih~~~~)


and i hang up as fast as possible.. i feel so disappointed because even a simple call... i can't do it... i did lots of mistake in just a 5 mins call... Mandy said it's ok..and my mum told my aunt and cousins!!! it make me feel very useless!! i got no prob calling the doctors and other organization!! so blame the staircase man!!!!!!!!!!!

friendship part 2

haha again i want to talk about friends..i got 7 close friends.. so plus me 4 guys 4 girls... we are always so close and stick together in genting..

during primary school...

we always meet up and chit chat.. got no secret between 8 of us and we'll always know what happen to any of the bro or sis... i love them very much... we go swimming... play around..meet in any of our rooms... play hide and seek ( we're only 10 yrs old k? that's our game...) we always walked to skyway station from our school... we always buy sweet corn there and ask that person to divide it into 2 cups ( they will give more... trust me...) after we bath.. we'll meet up and go to 'the rock' it's our meeting spot... we just chat there... doing nothing... but we had fun..

during secondary school...

a few of them move to kl and one of them move to penang... so we got less time to meet... and because we grown up.. there are something happening in the group... the boys started to like the girls... anyway some of them will call me and talk bout it.. no matter how.. just don't affect the relationship... that's what i always said... however, when i realize that it's happening on me.. since i'm too young to handle and face it.. i just try not to meet him.. avoid to go out together and in the end i don't even answer his phone.. it's so evil right? but i do'nt know what can i do.... it's scary to know that one of your 'brother' likes you.. so after 6 months, he know that it's impossible so we get back to the "brother and sister" relationship.... haha and we can even talk about it now and take it as a joke...

during primary we are all so innocent and good in studies bcoz we always have tuitions together so most of us always get As in our exam.. but secondary school is diff.. i turn to a different person... i don't study.. i go to school just to choreograph dance for society... or else i don't even think i'll go to school... most of them are busy with studies.. so we have less gathering... but... we'll always celebrate christmas..new year...chinese new year and national day in genting together...


during college

i tot we'll have more time to meet since we are all studying in kl.. but unfortunately we got lots of asignments and our timetable are different... so we got less time to meet... some of us got their own groups so they don't really ckeep in touch with us... now only the girls keep in touch.. dunno what happen to the guys... one of them busy with girlfriends..one busy smoking and clubbing...one busy with studies and the other on at least got meet up with us... i wonder if they think of us sometimes and realize that we are their true friends becoz their so call 'friends' just teach them how to smoke and club and fail in exam? i don't think real friends do that... he is a great guy.. just that he mix with the wrong group... gary! i know u dun read this blog but no matter what happen.. no matter how u treat us... we'll still be there for u... pls stop smoking... u said u wanna quit.. then u say u can quit whenever u like... but now u're still smoking!!! we scolded u just because we care!!


my dearest brothers and sisters... no matter what happen u all are still my closest friends... thank God that i have u all in my life... i hope God will bless you all...


Bee - may God bless you and send his Angels to you so that you won't feel lonely when u have probs... it's ok if you don't want to tell us what happen... but remember we are always there if you needs us.. and u can pray if you really got prob k?

Mandy - may God bless you when u go to Australia.. hope everything will go smoothly and hopefully i can join u there! and hope that u live happily and after with ryan...haha

Ying - may god bless you on your studies... although u seems like don't really like your course but u still got ur Jay chow to help u to release stress right? haha if u feel lonely or insecure to go out at night sometimes.. just Pray... you know God will help you to feel better....although u are studying in perth and we're in adelaide.. but remember! we can meet in between adelaide and perth k?? hahaha

Vernon - had a great time with u on new year eve... hope we can meet up more often! god bless u ya!! i think we can meet in Australia too... hehe

Gary - you know what's your problems and you know what i'm going to say right? take care and pls dun kill yourself.. (u know what i mean) u are a great person.. u're smart and u will have a great future... dun do anything to destroy your life... God bless

Alan - you are our eldest brother and i think u're more mature than me so God bless in your studies and your life... find a gf la! hahahah

ruey siang - maybe u are the one that none of us are worry becoz u takes good care of yourself... you don't really go out and only stuck with ur PS2... haha and u did a great job in your studies.. so God bless you!! and tell us if u got gf ya! hahahha

that's all i think... and may God bless those that are reading my blog... bless my family and collegemates... and jiayi... chin maan.. and secondary schoolmates (abit greedy right? haha) pls bless those that love me and those that i love... amen

something good?

because of Communication Creative Production, we get to interview ppl... we chose to do a campaign on Childhood cancer because not many ppl are aware on it and the percentage is increasing... so we will interview doctors or specialists... hosts from Astro because they are now doing a campaign named Blue ribbon Campaign... so we hope to get some info from them... and victims if can....

i think i can learn how to interviw ppl... how to write a proposal... how to organize a campaign... and because our group only got 3 members... so we all will really have to work hard... actually 4 members but she refuse to come for any meetings and discussions.. the good thing that makes me happy is i can go to Astro station and interview some hosts there.... hahahaha... and learn more bout childhood cancer....

for Communication Project Management.. i'm a commitee member under Media Relation Department... i seldom work with the journalism students and doestn't knw how to deal with media relations... i believe i can learn from them... because they are better in all these...

at least i'm learning something so i can try to forget whatever happen to me last week k? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

why these happen to me??

first of all... i was upset bout the timetable... it changed 3 times but it all sucks!! i dun understand why because of someone... just one student and all of us have to change the timetable,...

monday - 10-5pm!! and we have lecture and tutorial on same day... 4 hours!!!
tuesday - 8am - 5pm!! we face the same lecturer for 4 hours again!
wednesday - only one class!! 10-12... we go to college just for one class???
thurs - 8 - 3pm.. break in between... and only one class for whole day.. lecture and tutorial...
friday - 8am!! we also got only one class!! just kill me man!!!!

after the timetable part.. i was trying to look for something i like in this semester... 3 subjects bout planning and organizing campaigns..one is about presentation skill and one is economics.. i don't think i can find any sub that i like and can get A!! i was hoping to get at least one A in this sem!! but look at the subjects??? arghhhhhhhhhh~~~

after i tried to overcome my fear to go to college... i lost my pencil case.. all the pens all the stationary!! i got nothing with me now....

it's ok.. because i tried to comfort myself to cool down and everything will be fine... BUT BUT BUT!!!! I LOST MY PEN DRIVE!!!! i think i really need to go to church.. God is punishing me now... i don't know what am i doing... my soul is just not with me... i cant even remember what i did this morning.... i dunno what is happening now... why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends?

i don't understand why this thought will come into my mind... where i think i don't have much friends.. From primary school i always thinks that i got lots of friends... because i can get close with everyone... secondary school the same things happen... i think i can get well wtih everyone although someone that i know they don't like me and i don't like either... i always use the word "i don't care~~~" and "whatever~!!!" because i think my friends are more than enemies...

Mandy told me that she tak boleh tahan me last time because last time I’m very childish… but she said that now I’ve grown up…she said i changed alot compare to last time... even my mumn and bro said the same thing... however, I think she’s not the only one that couldn't stand me because I’m seriously an emotional person… whatever I don’t like u can see it from my face… and I was thinking… maybe my college friends don’t like me too… sometimes??

I’m not a friendly person I think and I’m not nice… so somehow I think this will really pull me out from the group… I remember when I moved to Genting from KL… it’s so different from my life… I’m from a Chinese school… but none of the students in Genting speak Chinese… they are all bananas!! And their results are good… I tried my best to speak English and BM at the same time tried to do my best in studies… sometimes I feel like crying because we are just like from different world… but, at last, I got my best friends there… they accepted me and they changed me to a better person… I feel so comfortable with them…

now, I moved back to KL from Genting… it’s the same thing happen again I think… I tried my best to fit into college life… life in Genting and Kl is definitely different… and life in college ppl in college is also different from my secondary schoolmates… when I talked to them…I think I’m a girl from kampong that dunno anything… most of them don’t listen to Chinese music… don’t really understand Chinese… and ~~~ I just dunno how to explain… it’s just different from my life…

I always think that they don’t like me… don’t ask me why because it’s a feeling that cannot describe…maybe not “don’t like” just that sometimes cannot tahan?? I’m not really smart so sometimes u have to repeat certain things and explain it again and again especially in studies… I’m blur and forgetful… not everyone can work with ppl like me… I always tell myself to work harder so that I won’t susahkan others…but although I tried my best I still think that I even pull the group assignments grades down… my English is not good compare to others… I’m not knowledgeable so there are lots of thing outside that I dunno about… hope I can get closer to them someday...

maybe u can use the word "useless?" on me... not good in studies... not good in socialization... not good in speaking... not good in dancing although i like it alot? not good in everything... i tried to list out what i'm good at... erm.... sleeping? eating??? screaming?? and laughing??

I’m going to Australia next year… I think there will be a different world and I have to face it again… I just hope the ppl there don’t hate me and can work with me…

I really want to thank my sisters that can stay with me and be there for me every time I need u girls… when I bring back to mind what kind of person I am last time… I feel sorry to all my friends because I always fight with them and argue with them if they did something that I don’t like… there are no such word as “patient”… I learned a lot during these 3 semesters… I hope I can be a better person this year… if I did something wrong last year… sorry!! Sorry to everyone that read this blog and sorry to all my college friends…

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

as usual i countdown with my buddies... haha actually i tot only 6 of us... because we didn't call each other... but but!! when we went out to watch the fire works... i found that most of the anak Genting were there.. so end up 21 of us countdown together!! included the clowns group.... hahahaha love this feelings where u get to celebrate with lots of ppl... even other ppl will feel scare and stay further because we were just too high i think.. hahhaha

after the fireworks... i have to admit that i do look like someone that is drunk because i'm too hyper.. i crap alot and jump here and there... when we all walked to first world... suddenly i heard someone said " eh why chia wen so fast... must walk faster.." then i started to run...dun ask me why cos i dunno either! when i look back.. i saw all of them running behind me... can u imagine 17 people run at the same time?? and some other strangers just join us without reason... and when i arrive the first world plaza... they question each other why we run why i run why u run??? hahahaha

when we are waiting for urban groove's performance... i saw this boy... so adorable and my heart just ~~ u know... now i believe love at the first sight... when i loook at him... i think i fall in love.. he came to me and smile.. just make my heart melt... awh~~~~~ he's just so cool.... when he hug me and kiss me... oh shit!! haahaha... he entertained me for around 20 mins... then he gotto go... too bad.. but i believe if we got fate... we will meet... u wan to see how he look lke?? there u go...

soooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!!! my first kiss in 2008 gave to him!! haha

2007?? 2008??

what happen this year??? let's see



The good things

- I improved in my studies… from C and C+ to B and B+ so hope I can get A- and A next sem!!!
- I’ve learned breakdance for 9 months!!! Wow~~~ ahhahahahhaa
- I’ve learned how to work in a group
- I’ve learned to face those fake people… haha
- I’ve get closer with my family and friends
- Got my first surgery! Not plastic surgery hahhah
- I worked as a clown for one month… *feel proud* haha

I don’t think I want to list out the bad things because I want it to leave my mind!! Hahahhaha so when I read this blog again I can only remember the good things@@



what i expect in 2008??

- my result could be better!! because i need to prove to my family and of coz myself that i can do it!! yeap i can do it!! just do it!!
- i can be a better person?? hahah to be more patient... not so emotional...
- improve my english....
- improve my dance and learn something new such as locking or krumping...




welcome 2008 to my life!!! bye bye 2007!!