Something never change

our tagline of the night.. hahaha

someone mentioned in FB... you don't lose your friends as time passed... you just know who is the real one..

that's really true... many friends come and go in your life.. they might be the best gang to hang out with in certain time.. like in high school.. uni. u hang out with different groups of people.. but in the end... when you are growing older.. who stays in your life? there's this group of people that will never leave my life.. (well not yet and i hope they wont!) 15 years.. we know each other.. we are all far from each other.. we never meet often or talk everyday... we might just meet twice in a year or less than that cause few of them are overseas... but when we gathered.. nothing change.. we are still that group of people that love each other and will talk bout anything!

i love how i do'nt have to hide my feelings.. pretend to be someone i'm not.. i can be who i am in front of them.. we can say anything we want.. we can be damn straight forward... that's what  friends are!

i love how we can still chat for few hours everytime we meet.. even though we don't meet often... i seriously thank God for this group of people... 7 of them... they said you're lucky if you can find one real friend your life... i found 7! lucky to the MAX!

Yadah Birthday Bash @ Cheras Leisure Mall

i was the MC of the event.. it's simply because Elaine couldnt find any MC and she's my best friend so i offered to help... it's not my first time hosting.. and i enjoyed when i was MC in Korea...i received the script on Friday night and i was so sick so i couldn't read anything but according to Elaine.. it's quite simple..

i couldn't sleep until 5am due to running nose the night before.. and i almost lose my voice.. had bad gastric before the event.. when i arrived the venue.. so many things added into the script.. apparently the previous script that i received is not related anymore.. it's a different thing on the day itself..

first.. i'm supposed to introduce about Yadah.. ok.. they told me to read out informations from the phone.. then catwalk with the products.. the routine are different from my script as well.. because the bag sponsor wants me to introduce each of the bags... but i was thinking this is not your event right.. so i didn't bother to introduce the bag.. and i thought the products are the same in my script so shouldn't be problem...

i was nervous.. because i'm not prepared and there were so many changes... and i always have a hard time to look for staff to help me.. anyway the event started.. i forgot what i memorized 30 minutes ago.. so i read out from the phone.. i tried my best to memorize before the event because i felt reading from the phone looks bad but still.. i did that.. T_T gastric got worse and worse when the event started.. i was nervous also because the guests were so near to me.. previous events have a small stage.. so i have some gap... i have no stage this time and i felt i lost personal space.. well it's just my bad habit..

the first lucky draw was soooooooo screwed! soooo many numbers.. but only half came.. so many empty numbers in the bag.. in the end i just read whatever numbers i saw from the bloggers hand... it was sooooo awkward... and the hanbok fitting is not free as what i was told...

catwalk time.. i was sooooooooo mad! the products and sequences are different from my script.. the models couldn't understand English so they didnt let me finish the informations and they left while i was still reading.. (yeap i read because too many info to memorize) when i was reading toner's info.. they came out with make up.. AND I DONT HAVE MAKE UP INFO! i don't know what is special bout make up set cause i wasn't supposed to talk about that.. i was told it's just skincare products.. ok i bullshit a lot... i'm very sure all the bloggers will be like "what is she talking about?" i don't even know what i was talking.. so sorry bloggers.. and the models don't really show the products clearly so i don't even know what products they are holding.. it was soooo screwed! i admit that i am not pro enough to handle such situation as well.. i'm not a pro MC... so i dont' know how to cover... and my mood got affected.. i don't even dare to introduce my name because i felt so malu..

then after the catwalk is the birthday cake cutting session.. i announced that everyone will move the another part for cake cutting.. well.. to get everyone there takes some time.. so the candle should be lit! but no.. when we were all there... NOBODY was there.. i was like.. is the candle just for decoration or what? should i sing the song now? then i saw someone came with lighter.. so we repeat the birthday song again... i beg the @ddols to sing louder cause i don't see responses.. the candles are still not lit up completely after the second time..

honestly.. i didn't know MC have to get the gift herself at the backstage.. the numbers box... and to get the performers ready.. before the event.. someone said they will have staff to assist me.. i dont see any.. in fact.. i only see Elaine working alone everywhere.. maybe they are other staffs working but difinitely not helping me..

after cake cutting is the @dolls time.. i was told to speak chinese cause they don't speak English.. i was thinking should i translate to English cause bloggers are still there.. but since they said Chinese only then i followed..the @dolls are not talkative as they claim.. and there were no fans for me to interview..

 the performance time.. it was shorter than planned.. only 2 minutes per person? and it was a quite boring performance sorry to say... ==| after the performance.. it's the lucky draw again.. yeap again.. empty numbers.. so i read numbers that i saw..


and finally it's the free and easy time... but honestly.. only 2 booths.. so nothing much for them to do.. they can only chat with each other... anyway i couldn't stand after the event because gastric was really really really bad.. running nose... sorethroat.. period.. everything in one shot.. and i was mad at myself for poor performance.. it was a big difference compared to my previous hosting experience.. screwed big time.. if it's not Elaine's event.. i'll definitely screw the organizer! what the hell! but because Elaine did everything... it's good enough.. she should change her job...

i sincerely apologized to all the bloggers who came.. whenever i got nothing to say i read the promotion again and again.. but i do'nt even know whether people hear me or not...

but something cheered me up... Monohue studio gave me a very special ring and we chat for 20 minutes after that... she's so friendly but i forgot her name T_T she's a nice lady... tried to consoled me and we talk about Korea... at least something to cheer me up..

that's my experience as MC.. do not dare to tell anyone my name.. hahaha they are not prepared and i'm not pro enough to cover such event... but it's still a good experience.. i'll take it as lesson.. at least if i face the same problem.. i should know what to do TT_________TT

excited

i am very nervous and excited for tomorrow.. it's a change for Malaysia.. doesn't matter if the result for tmr is not what we hope for but i see a change in Malaysian's heart.. we all care for our own nation already! we love our own nation..

this is my first time ever so into politics and pray so hard for Malaysia! let us change!!!!