my weekend

I suppose to be happy in the weekend but unfortunately something happen… someone again… I’m tired of talking about it and I got no more tears to cry…. Now I got no feelings anymore… no matter how she treats me… no matter what she said… I’ll just stoned and stay in my own world… facing her… reminds me of a phrase! SILENCE IS GOLDEN!!! I’m so tired… got no energy to fight back and explain coz she won’t understand… now I rather stay in coll doing nothing and watch youtube… I dun wan to go home... My comp got virus so I can’t use it… or else I’ll just stay in the comp room…. I’m tired of talking alone… I’m tired of telling her everything and got no reaction… I’m tired to talk… I feel so lazy to open my mouth… I’m tired of having cold war… I’m tired of making her happy while I’m not… I’m really tired and I decided not to tell her anything more… nothing… I’ll stay in college till 4 or 5 then I’ll just go back to room when I get back… last time when we fight… I’m the one who break the war but now I’m tired… so let the war begin…. There were many things happen in the weekends… I lost my little piggie… the thing that u hang on ur phone… I like it so much and I’m feeling weird without it on my phone… I dunno why a simple thing can make my day goes dark… I feel so sad and I got no mood to make my customer happy when i[‘m working… for this weekend… I’m like a balloon maker than a clown… I dun talk to them.. I just smile smile smile… but it’s fake… trying so hard to smile to them but failed so I’ll just keep quiet and make balloons… dunno why right now.. I feel like crying… I think I’m going to be an autism coz I can cry and get mad for no reason… but when the time that I shud cry.. I got no feelings…

I went to an award named Zee Award which is for bollywood star.. I saw shah rukh khan.. saman khan… and others who I dun remember their name and dunno them… it is the most expensive tix that sold in genting… cheapest is RM300 and the most expensive would be RM2000…. My tix is worth RM2000 but I’m still so far from the stage… the seats for this RM2000 tix is actually worth RM130… coz it’s genting so I know all the price for the concert.. usually they only sell RM100-150 for the green seats… but for this award… it’s RM2000…. It’s quite boring coz I dunno the artist and the dance is long… but they are all good in dancing… and saman khan is so handsome!!! He rocks!!!

That’s all I’m going to talk about coz I dun remember anything happen… I’m so lazy to talk about he mass colympics…basically it’s quite ok la… but it’s freaking hot! The weather is really burning my skin!!!!! And I had headache after that… haih~~~~

Going to marketing class now… bye

the one and only hapy moments is when i bought the sandwich from a stall and the uncle remember me and only charge me for RM1.50 while it shud be RM1.90.... thanks ya i promise u i'll go there and buy everyday for my breakfast... it's really nice