long long time~

i remember how i love to write things here when i broke down last time cause i have no one to talk to.. and i remember how i love to keep my memories here whether good or bad..

what happen recently? i mean.. in this one year? i got a job.. a permanent job finally.. i love my job even though the salary sucks.. but nothing beats interest.. hahahaha

i love my colleagues even though they love gossip.. but i love to get crazy with them..

i'm serving in the church.. taking care of Toddlers.. they are extremely cute! even though they are devils sometimes.. but soooo cute.. can melt your heart anytime..

my brother got married.. i love my sister in law.. and few weeks later... we found out that she's pregnant.. huiyo!! everything too fast.. but i was the only one that was excited when parents couldn't even settle their mood.. a baby in the house coming SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!

love life? my resolution every year.. to get a boyfriend.. hahaha sometimes i enjoy my single life.. but sometimes.. no matter how optimistic i am.. i need someone to cheer me up and sayang me when i'm down.. i'm quite girly on this part.. hahahah

the last time i got "good feeling" on someone was in Korea... we met everyday for meals or just to meet up.. but he's younger than me and i can't stand far distance relationship.. so i don't dare to step more.. and he's in military now.. like those typical korean drama.. =="

and my best friends were trying to hook me up with a guy.. someone i know quite long but not close to.. we went out for few movies.. he came to my cell outings.. honestly i was very impressed at his gentlement manner... he will always helps to take things.. for someone blur like me.. helping to take things can help me to prevent losing things.. hahaha anyway i'm really amazed on how good this guy is.. hahaha even though he treats me as a friend and he treats everyone the same.. i still think consider the possibility of us getting together~~ u know the single always do that..

i don't often go out with guys one on one.. and i hinted him on this.. i asked him out for few movies.. and i went before i know what the movie was about ==| but after few times.. i couldn't feel that he treats me more than a friend.. or he has special feelings on me.. waited for him to do some actions is tiring.. cos he just treats me as a normal friend.. after sometime.. my feeling fades and the timing is over..

now we can be best friend cause i still think he is an awesome guy and awesome friend.. i would really want to introduce him a good girl.. someone told me.. gentlement is always slow.. and take things slow.. or no guts in short words.. ermmmm maybe i have a tumor in brain.. so i always think life is too short for anything.. just do it if u have feelings.. he is too slow for not doing anything.. so too bad.. maybe we are just meant to be friends afterall..

i am a straightforward girl.. i think sometimes.. it's better to fail but at least u tried then just always having this thought "IF only i do this.. what will happen?" i think failure is nothing compared to regret.... ^_^ you won't know what will happen tomorrow.. why wait?