Christmas

/yup christmas is coming and i'm supposed to be very very happy as everyone know (if u dont know now u'll know) i love Christmas!! i can be super excited even one month before christmas.... christmas is

the day my Heavenly Father was born..
the day where i get present...
the day where everyone wear red and christmas hat...
the day where i can listen to christmas songs everyday!

this year i'm working and countdown as a clown.. i had countdown in the same place (genting) and with the same group of people for ten years.. i don't feel bored at all and i'[ll feel weird if i don't countdown here and with the same gorup of people..

of coz as time passed... evyerone will have different plans... some are busy with their internship... some are busy with their bf/gf.. some lazy to come out.. so end up this year i'll countdown with other clowns... although i'm going to celebrate my christmas with lots of people but it's so different without that group that i'm familiar with... although i won't be alone during countdown and during christmas day.... but i still feel lonely coz i don't get to countdown with the group of people that i want to see!!

in my fav day.. i hope to celebrate with those that i like and those tat i want.. i know i'm abit childish becoz i always want to meet the same group of people.. but i realy miss those moments where 8 of us always gather.. no matter how busy we are and we don't need to make appointment.. before 12am.. there's one place that we will always meet each other.. i know everyone grow up and they will have differetns plans... friends can't stick together forever.. but i really really hope everyone is up in genting... i feel emo when u all keep telling me 'we meet next time' now it's so difficult for us to meet... what about next time? half of us are flying to other country next year... 8 of us will never gather together again..

i'd been working evyerday and i don't really feel the christmas day is coming.. i don't even remember what's the date for today... everyday just wake up at 8am.. make up.. go to work... break for 2 hours then go to work.. remove make up and go home.... anyway thank God i'm meeting diferent people everyday..

okok i know i'm not supposed to be emo.. i want to wish everyone! MERRY CHRISTMAS!! although i'll be emo during christmas but i pray that u all will have lots of lots of fun during christams!!

oh ya.. result is out... i hate malaysian studies!! i really really hate malaysian studies!! i got 3 A- and 1 B!!! because of malaysian studies la... i couldn't get straight A!!

p/s - ying! thank you for accompany me almost everyay during my break! love u very much!