to one of my best friend

i know you won't read this blog... but i'm writing it here because i know that u won't listen to our advise... we had been talking to you.. screaming at you.. scolding you!! but you won't listen! i know u realized that we all are disappointed in you!! you just don't listen to our advise~!! why wht why!! when we spend time talking to you... you think we are annoying but come on la... if we don't treat you as a brother do we care if u smoke! even if u take drugs also i won't care!!! how can u said that friends are just friends.. they are nothing...so u mean that we are nothing?? do u know how sad we feel when u said that? do you know that i never see md that tired when talking to our own bro n sis... i don't wan to giv up on you but u giv up on urself... what can we do to help you if you don't even want us to help? i know that u got family prob and maybe ur environment... but friends are always there!! when u called me jie... u know how sad i am... as your sis i can't help you!!! i can't wake u up and bring u back to a normal life!! u are abusing all ur friends and family because u don't allow us to help u! there are lots of things that we want to talk to you but do you listen? everytime we said something u will have reason or excuse for it! so i' giving up talking to you! we are not normal friends... we know each other more than 10 yrs... how can u treat us like that? if u don't listen to us u shud listen to ur brother!!! he tried so hard to help u!! but u just let him down.... broke his heart!!! u stupid asshole u seriously useless!!! u are smart but dunno why u hv to retake so many subjects!!! cna't u just put a little bit effort on it? i dun like all the subjects that i'm studying so shud i just giv up? if u giv up on ur studies or u don't wan to work hard on it... pls stop now and start working!! at least u are doing something...we never giv up on you if you need us... if you accept our advise.. i'll tried my best to help u!! all of us will be ther!!! it's just depends on you!!!!!