appreciate

i cried a lot this few days... bcoz of an awesome and meaningful drama... hong kong drama... 40 episodes... most of the time i was crying when i watched this drama... it's about family...love and friends... "heart of Greed" the story line is about how the parents support and protect their wealth for their children... dun really know how to describe and explain but i can just tell it's nice!! this family always support each other... i've learned alot from this drama...

- appreciate all ur family...friends and ur loves one...

- "honest" is the most important word for a family!! u have to be honest to ur family members...
for this point.. i kinda agree and i did it... i told my mum anything that happen to me and everything... even when i try to smoke... try to steal... maybe not immediately but at least after few years i'll admit to her...

- you have to APPRECIATE everyone in your life... if u like someone please dun let her/him go!! u won't know what happen next min... u might lose him/her!! accident happen anytime!! this may sound impossible but it's suffer to be regret!! u might not get the answer u wan but at least u tried!! it's better than regret!! once u feel regret.. the word "if" will always appear in ur heart..
if i do this what will happen... if i really try will i be happy?? if if if if!!!so people!! u have to fight for ur own love! dun let them wait coz u won't know what happen next mins!!
- money is really important but can't buy happiness...health...love...true love!! last time... a boy told me that if u wan a girl... all u need were money and car... if u got money and car... girls will come to u!! but people.... if girls like u becoz of ur money!! not u!! it's not something to proud of... it's not a true love!! if that girl really likes u.. she won't let u pay for expensive stuff and even u gave her a small thing... cheap thing... she will love it coz it's from u!! so brother!! money is not that important for a true love!! wake up!!

my mum said in this world nowadays...i'm consider silly coz not many girls will think like me!! yes i admit i am silly!! i dun like to be with rich guys... everything that they buy and eat... expensive!! i cna't afford to be with them!! i the most stupid person in this world!! the way they spent... the way they live... i can't be with them!! silly me!! yes!! very silly!! i rather go to mamak with my loves one... hahahah

i cried alot during this drama was bcoz i'm touched... the way they protected their family members... the way they maintain their friendship... the way they support and love each other!! i'm a person that loves to cry!! i cried easily... when i watch all these drama..when i read some novels... when i heard some bad news... when i'm stress... when i'm happy... when i see someone cry!! i'll follow them!! even one 3 mins song will make me cry.. i know again ihave to admit that i'm silly... but what to do.. this is me!! christy lim chia-wen! i like to cry coz every time i cried... sadness will flow away with my tears then i'll feel better!! stupid right? hahahahahah

i found that i' d grown alot this few days.. i started to plan what shud i do now... life is short.. i have to try my best to do everything i wan!! who knows i'll die tmr... so i dun wan to be regret on something...i appreciate my family...best friends.. friends...even enemy!! hahah without someone tat u hate.. u won't realize how much u love and care for ur frens... without those that always scold u or did something that u hates... u won't realize that ur frens are important and they are so cute!! they always be with u when u're sad... one of the actress said "i tot losing a best friends is like losing a your loves one/bf.. but it's diff! i can find another bf if i lose one but best friends are hard to find!! so i really cna't afford to lose a best friend like u!! Mandy...Su ying..bee lee... i really can't afford to lose any one of u! i'm so lucky to have u all! not only one best friend but 3!! u all shud now that i love u all and i care for u all... i know that sometimes my attitudes and my selfishness are hard to accept but u all can forgives me every time i did something stupid... thank you so much and thank god for sending u all to my life!!! if any of my future bf dun like u all... dun worry.. i'll leave him coz no one can replace u all in my heart!! i know u all for 9 years!! i won't forget my brothers too! vernon...siong wai...jin wai..ruey siang!! i appreciate u all too!!! i appreciate u all and i promise i'll try my best to help u all and be with u all when u all need me!! of coz not only 3 of them.. to all my college mates and friends... ALL!! i appreciate u all and thank you for being my friends!! i hope our friendship can last till the day i leave the world!! although we can;t really meet always but i swear u all will always be in my heart!!

APPRECIATE PEOPLE!!