the first battle in my life

for those who are not b-boy/b-girl... battle is like 2 teams compete...1 by 1 will come out to dance then someone will challenge...something like that la.. aiyo.. when maxx told me there's a battle today... i goes blank... i'm so tired.. and i got no energy.. battle???? shit... then he gave us time to mark on our steps... i dunno how to freeze.. i mean all my freeze hv to start from lying down on the floor then slowly goes up and till now i only know shoulder freeze... still dunno how to hand stand and chair freeze... i got prob to go to 6 steps from top rock(izzit correct?) i got prob dancing alone.... aiyo.... it's like another presentation for me... no diff...when we separate into 2 groups.. battle time!!! deon or leon(not sure)..nicholai and another guy dunno from where sitting down there and wathc us.. i feel so stress... when it's my turn for the first time.. i goes blank.. i dunno what ot do.. then when i think of something.. suddenly the music ends,... then start another music.. then i goes blank again.... 2nd time i just do some top rock then 6/4/3 steps... i got prob posing too... i dunno how to look confidence and pose!!! for the 3rd round... i dun remember what idd i do but last thing is roll back stand up.. that's the only thing i know la...... haih~~~ then maxx gave comments on each of us.. he said my full walk(correct??) is ok but need to practice top rock.. and need to learn how to look at the mirror...not the floor.. but i used to it.. aiyo... then he tells us about 13 may they got competition or concert in times square(i hope it's not wrong) quite confuse.. he said he will just pull any of us and go up to the stage battle... then he pointed at me and esther.. i will die ok?? i will just faint on the stage.. dun be so cruel to me pls...i can't even present in front of my classmates.. i can't dance infront of 8 persons in class... how can i battle with someone i dunno and in public.. crazy ar??? will die ok??? die die die!! i dun think i'll be going there... hahah.. if i go then i'll try to wear skirt.. so that i dun hv to dance.. he really scares me...

anyway the conclusion for today is.. i really love breakdance and hope to learn more bout it.. i would like to battle if i can dance well... not now..so next time i hope i can battle and also present infront of ppl with confidence!!!!!!