dying

it's 3am now... i'm still awake.. tmr got presentation so i'm so call preparing it.. not going to sleep today... since hav to wake up at 6.30am... haih~~ honestly.. i know most of my group members will read this but still..i felt so stupid and brainless when i had group discussion with u all... pet...ham...danial...jill....joey... all are scholarship and also all As students... i really thank god that i'm lucky to be one of the member but i also feel stupid coz i got very few ideas and they all got smart brain... tat;s the time i feel tat i so left out and STUPID!"!! sara.. i know u said that i'm not stupid but still but work with they all... i really feel that am i in the same sem with they all? why are their thinking so good? haih~~~ i promised u all that i will try my best to present and type the report!! i promised u all!!!! that's why i'm preparing it now... haha... hope i can remember what i'm going to present although it's only a small part... haih~~~

i got new dream after my breakdance... i wan to learn drum... it's so cool... after i listen to nirvana - smells like teens spirit.... it's damn damn dammn nice!!!! cool!!!!! i wan to learn drum!!!!! it's the coolest thing in the world...after breakdance la... hahaahha... i hope i'll know someone that can play drum and teach me for free.. right now my salary will go to my dancing fees... hahah... anyway it's a dream... pray for me.. make sure my dream come true... ok la... bcoz i feel tired so to make me awake.. i come here to blog... i will ome back when i feel sleepy... c ya